i want to celebrate no school- but FUCKING WORK!
i need to see a shrink. my family is driving me insane.
i need a beer and a smoke. that sounds kinda glorious right now.
The guy i have been crushing on since Oct is (i have decided due to my father telling me) a man's man- which means he's never going to settle down for a girl, and he's you know, a boys boy? ya'll know what i mean.
doesn't really SUCK for me, but i just want him to say "yes, we're dating/boyfriend/girlfriend" blah blah blah.
the only thing i want in a boyfriend is: him not fucking around on me. geez. i have some major trust issues.
poooie.
but still. i need to see a shrink- my anger managment is out of fucking control- i'm literally a bomb ready to detinate. i fucking hate living at home. mom is always up MY ass NEVER hannah's about shit. do this-do that rules rules rules.
bah. when thinking about it, i REALLY need a drink. SADLY though, my "luck" sucks and i have a mandatory mtg @ the 'Bees to talk about the new menu AT FUCKING9AM. UGH and obviously, i wouldn't go but NOOOOOOOO mom works there, and is going to be ON MY ASS AT FUCKING GOD KNOWS WHEN BECAUSE I HAVE TO BE RESPONSIBLE. eventhough, i'm a dishwasher.
i'm about to pop now. i just made myself really p.oed
sorry to tell ya'll my problems- they're silly and shallow. but DAMN
-Amanda
i need a beer and a smoke. that sounds kinda glorious right now.
The guy i have been crushing on since Oct is (i have decided due to my father telling me) a man's man- which means he's never going to settle down for a girl, and he's you know, a boys boy? ya'll know what i mean.
doesn't really SUCK for me, but i just want him to say "yes, we're dating/boyfriend/girlfriend" blah blah blah.
the only thing i want in a boyfriend is: him not fucking around on me. geez. i have some major trust issues.
poooie.
but still. i need to see a shrink- my anger managment is out of fucking control- i'm literally a bomb ready to detinate. i fucking hate living at home. mom is always up MY ass NEVER hannah's about shit. do this-do that rules rules rules.
bah. when thinking about it, i REALLY need a drink. SADLY though, my "luck" sucks and i have a mandatory mtg @ the 'Bees to talk about the new menu AT FUCKING9AM. UGH and obviously, i wouldn't go but NOOOOOOOO mom works there, and is going to be ON MY ASS AT FUCKING GOD KNOWS WHEN BECAUSE I HAVE TO BE RESPONSIBLE. eventhough, i'm a dishwasher.
i'm about to pop now. i just made myself really p.oed
sorry to tell ya'll my problems- they're silly and shallow. but DAMN
-Amanda