Unsaid Feelings (drabble)
Tittle: Unsaid Feelings
Pairing: JinNo
Rating: PG 13
Genre: Angst
Disclaimer: Sadly they don't belong to me.
Summary: He hides his feelings with a smile.
A/N: This was written at 3am cause I couldn't sleep last night. I've been feeling crappy but I decided to post it.
With his cheerful smile he hides his tears of pain, around them he shows no weakness, around him he won't show his tears. He can only smile brightly as he watches from the side but his heart is slowly breaking and he wonders how long he'll last. As the days pass by he thought it might get easier but the pain just builds inside. His beautiful face, his wonderful voice, his gorgeous smile they all haunt him in his sleep, so he spends his nights awake trying to distract himself. Can they notice? Can they see his pain? Can HE see it? He knows he's slowly losing himself drowning in his misery but he can't change it, doesn't want to risk it. The thought of losing him completely hurts more than he could imagine and yet he wonders how much longer he can last.
He saw them as he walks by his house. He saw that beautiful face light up with a breathtaking smile. he wonders why he didn't notice it before. They fit so perfectly together unlike him. His hand moves over his heart feeling it completely shatter because now it finally understood. The bag slipping from his fingers crashes to the floor and startles them all, they look at him but he can't look back instead he smiles at them both and moves to recover his bag. As quickly as possible he turns on his heels and runs around the corner because he promised he would never show him his tears. a voice calls him but he ignores it increasing his speed. He won't let him see him like this, he should only smile for him because that's how they've always been. He hears the footsteps getting nearer and he pushes himself harder but he's calling him, screaming his name and he wishes he could stop and face him but the tears blur his vision and instead he runs faster.
The pain is so sudden that he doesn't know how to react. He feels himself flying through the air before he loses his breath as his body makes contact with the ground. He lays there in pain trying to understand what happened, from the corner of his eye he can see a tire and it finally comes together. A shadow hovers over him before someone screams his name, a hand caresses his face in a loving way making his heart ache. He can hear the desperate pleas of the one he loves telling him to hold on. He can feel the darkness enveloping him and a tear rolls down his face. He should have told him but now its too late. He wants to see those beautiful eyes one more time. with the last of his strength remaining he turns his head and brings his hand to his beautiful face.
"I love you..."
His tearful eyes are the last thing he sees before everything turns dark and he wishes he could have seen that breathtaking smile one last time.
A hand moves down a pale cheek wiping away the trail of tears, a tender caress with so much love. He sobs as he watches him disappear before his eyes and screams his name in a desperate attempt to get him back.
"Please...no...don't leave me..." The sobs shake his body.
"Open your eyes...please..." He waits hoping his words would reach him
"I love you...Junno."
A/N
So that was it. Really short but I just wanted to post it. Like I said I've been feeling really crappy these last few days but I hope someone liked it.
Sorry for my grammar and spelling.
PLEASE COMMENT THEY ARE LOVE!!! <3
Pairing: JinNo
Rating: PG 13
Genre: Angst
Disclaimer: Sadly they don't belong to me.
Summary: He hides his feelings with a smile.
A/N: This was written at 3am cause I couldn't sleep last night. I've been feeling crappy but I decided to post it.
With his cheerful smile he hides his tears of pain, around them he shows no weakness, around him he won't show his tears. He can only smile brightly as he watches from the side but his heart is slowly breaking and he wonders how long he'll last. As the days pass by he thought it might get easier but the pain just builds inside. His beautiful face, his wonderful voice, his gorgeous smile they all haunt him in his sleep, so he spends his nights awake trying to distract himself. Can they notice? Can they see his pain? Can HE see it? He knows he's slowly losing himself drowning in his misery but he can't change it, doesn't want to risk it. The thought of losing him completely hurts more than he could imagine and yet he wonders how much longer he can last.
He saw them as he walks by his house. He saw that beautiful face light up with a breathtaking smile. he wonders why he didn't notice it before. They fit so perfectly together unlike him. His hand moves over his heart feeling it completely shatter because now it finally understood. The bag slipping from his fingers crashes to the floor and startles them all, they look at him but he can't look back instead he smiles at them both and moves to recover his bag. As quickly as possible he turns on his heels and runs around the corner because he promised he would never show him his tears. a voice calls him but he ignores it increasing his speed. He won't let him see him like this, he should only smile for him because that's how they've always been. He hears the footsteps getting nearer and he pushes himself harder but he's calling him, screaming his name and he wishes he could stop and face him but the tears blur his vision and instead he runs faster.
The pain is so sudden that he doesn't know how to react. He feels himself flying through the air before he loses his breath as his body makes contact with the ground. He lays there in pain trying to understand what happened, from the corner of his eye he can see a tire and it finally comes together. A shadow hovers over him before someone screams his name, a hand caresses his face in a loving way making his heart ache. He can hear the desperate pleas of the one he loves telling him to hold on. He can feel the darkness enveloping him and a tear rolls down his face. He should have told him but now its too late. He wants to see those beautiful eyes one more time. with the last of his strength remaining he turns his head and brings his hand to his beautiful face.
"I love you..."
His tearful eyes are the last thing he sees before everything turns dark and he wishes he could have seen that breathtaking smile one last time.
A hand moves down a pale cheek wiping away the trail of tears, a tender caress with so much love. He sobs as he watches him disappear before his eyes and screams his name in a desperate attempt to get him back.
"Please...no...don't leave me..." The sobs shake his body.
"Open your eyes...please..." He waits hoping his words would reach him
"I love you...Junno."
A/N
So that was it. Really short but I just wanted to post it. Like I said I've been feeling really crappy these last few days but I hope someone liked it.
Sorry for my grammar and spelling.
PLEASE COMMENT THEY ARE LOVE!!! <3