The reason i hate people..........
Prelude-To update you on what's going on right now: I just found out
that my mother is essentially stealing from me. She claims me on her
taxes and is getting thousands and thousands a year (from the government
through her tax write off) that they think she is giving to me. Since you
are considered financially dependent of your parent until you are 24 all
forms I fill out require my mother's tax information. My mom just found out,
that I found this out. Which is a big deal. Especially considering that she
gives me NO money and that if she does (on such rare an occasion) she guilt
trips the living hell out of me. (sidenote: my mom has been emotionally\physically
abusive since i was about 11 non-stop and it only gets worse). So now i tried
all morning to get emancipated via telephone, but everyone I called was pretty much
rude to me. "you're an adult, it's your problem now, you're not 18 anymore."
One lady even hung up on me. So it's frustrating, i've called every office and
every number that i could find. So the last place I called they said i cant get
food stamps or anything because my mom, again, makes too much. And that this will
continue until i'm 24. Despite the fact that I told them i havent eaten in 2 days,
i'm living in my car, and i'm unemployed, they didn't care.
NOW!Despite all this, those of you (who know me) KNOW i am NEVER the kind of girl
to let circumstance get me down, ever. I never let situations such as these affect
my spunky, loving, chirpy behavior. I belive in brighter tomorrows and fight for
a more promising day. If anything all of this is not hard because i'm BROKE or
starving (literally), it's that PEOPLE are such a dissapointment. That the way
people react to me seriously breaks my heart. So below is an example. An example
from this girl that used to hang out with my roomates that was (very) rude to me as
I was moving out..She's your typical girl, hung out giggling about bullshit with my
roomates, very numbing, not particularly intelligent or good looking, flirting and
looking for validation in men from her personal insecurities. This is the typical
conversation i have with people:
Doebaby111: hey
JUNKYsuperSTAR: hey
Doebaby111: whatcha doin?
JUNKYsuperSTAR: arguing on the phone with government assistance.
Doebaby111: i was on summerland yesterday and monday
JUNKYsuperSTAR: arguing with my mom.She's telling me how she wish she aborted me.(seriously)
Doebaby111: huh?
Doebaby111: hahahah
JUNKYsuperSTAR: who is this?
JUNKYsuperSTAR: and why is that funny?
Doebaby111: uh...
Doebaby111: nm
Doebaby111: its dv
Doebaby111: is evan around?
Doebaby111: tell the kids i say hello
JUNKYsuperSTAR: who is this?
Doebaby111: dv!
JUNKYsuperSTAR: why the hell would i talk to the very people who put me in this situation?
JUNKYsuperSTAR: and how do you know my roomates?
JUNKYsuperSTAR: ex-roomates.
Doebaby111: what situation is that?
JUNKYsuperSTAR: ummm....
Doebaby111: its dom
JUNKYsuperSTAR: i live in my car????
Doebaby111: hahaha
Doebaby111: sorry zena
JUNKYsuperSTAR: Oh, well in case they havent told you, they threw me on the streets
with 5 day warning. in which case i single handedly moved everything i own alone.
JUNKYsuperSTAR: why is that funny to you?
JUNKYsuperSTAR: i honestly dont understand that at all.
Doebaby111: bcuz i didnt know that this was ur screen name
JUNKYsuperSTAR: well thank you for laughing at me. would you leave me alone now?
Doebaby111: why are u still mad
JUNKYsuperSTAR: are you serious? First off, i'm not mad. just disappointed.
JUNKYsuperSTAR: i live in my car , and people laugh?
Doebaby111: okay ur the victim i forgot
JUNKYsuperSTAR: you think that's funnny.
JUNKYsuperSTAR: excuse me but i'm not playing a victim.
Doebaby111: hey we all play the hand were dealt
JUNKYsuperSTAR: I live here alone, where i pay for everything by myself, unlike
everyone i live with.
Doebaby111: ur not the only one
JUNKYsuperSTAR: i dont have parents, or support, or people. I NEVER SAID I WAS THE
ONLY ONE, i'm just explaining why this is hard
JUNKYsuperSTAR: and if you're gonna call me a victim then just dont talk to me.
Doebaby111: and i do?
JUNKYsuperSTAR: i got booted out unjustly and i live in my car, to now be online
trying to figure out how i can get welfare and you want to laugh at me?
JUNKYsuperSTAR: seriously, please just leave me a lone.
Doebaby111: i just dont want to take part in a pity party for two
JUNKYsuperSTAR: then fuck off bitch
Doebaby111: i wasnt laughing at you
Then JUNKYSUPERSTAR fucking blocked that bitch.
that my mother is essentially stealing from me. She claims me on her
taxes and is getting thousands and thousands a year (from the government
through her tax write off) that they think she is giving to me. Since you
are considered financially dependent of your parent until you are 24 all
forms I fill out require my mother's tax information. My mom just found out,
that I found this out. Which is a big deal. Especially considering that she
gives me NO money and that if she does (on such rare an occasion) she guilt
trips the living hell out of me. (sidenote: my mom has been emotionally\physically
abusive since i was about 11 non-stop and it only gets worse). So now i tried
all morning to get emancipated via telephone, but everyone I called was pretty much
rude to me. "you're an adult, it's your problem now, you're not 18 anymore."
One lady even hung up on me. So it's frustrating, i've called every office and
every number that i could find. So the last place I called they said i cant get
food stamps or anything because my mom, again, makes too much. And that this will
continue until i'm 24. Despite the fact that I told them i havent eaten in 2 days,
i'm living in my car, and i'm unemployed, they didn't care.
NOW!Despite all this, those of you (who know me) KNOW i am NEVER the kind of girl
to let circumstance get me down, ever. I never let situations such as these affect
my spunky, loving, chirpy behavior. I belive in brighter tomorrows and fight for
a more promising day. If anything all of this is not hard because i'm BROKE or
starving (literally), it's that PEOPLE are such a dissapointment. That the way
people react to me seriously breaks my heart. So below is an example. An example
from this girl that used to hang out with my roomates that was (very) rude to me as
I was moving out..She's your typical girl, hung out giggling about bullshit with my
roomates, very numbing, not particularly intelligent or good looking, flirting and
looking for validation in men from her personal insecurities. This is the typical
conversation i have with people:
Doebaby111: hey
JUNKYsuperSTAR: hey
Doebaby111: whatcha doin?
JUNKYsuperSTAR: arguing on the phone with government assistance.
Doebaby111: i was on summerland yesterday and monday
JUNKYsuperSTAR: arguing with my mom.She's telling me how she wish she aborted me.(seriously)
Doebaby111: huh?
Doebaby111: hahahah
JUNKYsuperSTAR: who is this?
JUNKYsuperSTAR: and why is that funny?
Doebaby111: uh...
Doebaby111: nm
Doebaby111: its dv
Doebaby111: is evan around?
Doebaby111: tell the kids i say hello
JUNKYsuperSTAR: who is this?
Doebaby111: dv!
JUNKYsuperSTAR: why the hell would i talk to the very people who put me in this situation?
JUNKYsuperSTAR: and how do you know my roomates?
JUNKYsuperSTAR: ex-roomates.
Doebaby111: what situation is that?
JUNKYsuperSTAR: ummm....
Doebaby111: its dom
JUNKYsuperSTAR: i live in my car????
Doebaby111: hahaha
Doebaby111: sorry zena
JUNKYsuperSTAR: Oh, well in case they havent told you, they threw me on the streets
with 5 day warning. in which case i single handedly moved everything i own alone.
JUNKYsuperSTAR: why is that funny to you?
JUNKYsuperSTAR: i honestly dont understand that at all.
Doebaby111: bcuz i didnt know that this was ur screen name
JUNKYsuperSTAR: well thank you for laughing at me. would you leave me alone now?
Doebaby111: why are u still mad
JUNKYsuperSTAR: are you serious? First off, i'm not mad. just disappointed.
JUNKYsuperSTAR: i live in my car , and people laugh?
Doebaby111: okay ur the victim i forgot
JUNKYsuperSTAR: you think that's funnny.
JUNKYsuperSTAR: excuse me but i'm not playing a victim.
Doebaby111: hey we all play the hand were dealt
JUNKYsuperSTAR: I live here alone, where i pay for everything by myself, unlike
everyone i live with.
Doebaby111: ur not the only one
JUNKYsuperSTAR: i dont have parents, or support, or people. I NEVER SAID I WAS THE
ONLY ONE, i'm just explaining why this is hard
JUNKYsuperSTAR: and if you're gonna call me a victim then just dont talk to me.
Doebaby111: and i do?
JUNKYsuperSTAR: i got booted out unjustly and i live in my car, to now be online
trying to figure out how i can get welfare and you want to laugh at me?
JUNKYsuperSTAR: seriously, please just leave me a lone.
Doebaby111: i just dont want to take part in a pity party for two
JUNKYsuperSTAR: then fuck off bitch
Doebaby111: i wasnt laughing at you
Then JUNKYSUPERSTAR fucking blocked that bitch.