Aug 22, 2004 11:17
i do not think we will all be reunited on the flipside.
i do despise live journal.
i do not despise writing.
i do miss you.
i do not miss your egocentric selfish narrowly viewed un-compassionate ways.
so maybe i don't miss you.
i miss who i thought you were. or who i thought you could be.
but what is on the surface is not reflective of the deep innards.
i do not miss the casual attitdes. and of course.. the lies. un tolerable. they destroy trust. and create falsehoods.
there is really no specific you. just en general.
i dont know.. i do not want to tolerate, turn a cheek, or close my eyes anymore. or watch others re-arrange the facts. distort the reality. truth is truth.
I DO DESERVE. to live life. free of these atrocities.
i do wish i could have upgraded my communication abilities. and critical thinking.
deffinitally for another day and another way.