omg

[junknchick]

life has become an overwhelming piece of shit...i have cried myself to sleep the past few nights as in regards to everything that i have done in my past. i have done quite a few things that i am not proud of and certain people feel the need to throw these things into my face and be so cruel about it. yes i make mistakes, but who in this god damn forsaken world doesn't. we make choices that affect what will become our pasts, our lives today, and what is to become in the near or far future. why must everything be so...AAAAGGGGHHHH!!!!! last night i would just like to say thank you for the kind things that u said to me in one of my weakest moments...i don't normally let people see me like that, and i don't know why i did...but thank you for all of the kind words and advice. i think that if i hadn't talked to all of you, i might have done something very stupid. oh well. i will not get into detail on that. thae majority of the issue was that i was trying to figure out if anyone WOULD really actually miss me. I guess I was wrong. those of you that i talked to last night, no matter who u are or who is around u, u mean a lot to me. more than u will ever know...and the same for the greatest gurl in the world that i didn't talk to (sleeping cuz she's sick). u guys are irriplacable (i think that is spelled right...it means that i can't replace u) anyways...im gonna go lay out in the "sun" and study...while it's out and isn't raining yet i guess i should say.

Im outtie!

Enjoy the sun everyone! (while it's here!)