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yea ok...i don't really know what to say because it seems like all the shit i do anymore gets me in trouble. i try to tell some people the truth and all i get back is fucking bullshit. i don't know what else to do....maybe i should just make all of my journals private too. these journals cause too much fucking drama...this is fucking bullshit...i truly miss home...for once i actually miss being home. it is so fuckig scary.....i never want to go home...im just glad im going away this weekend and i can fucking get away from everything. this all fucking sucks. my birthday was great. until shit turned sour. last night was fucking hell too. ummm...brandon, mick and sean confronted me about something and i was so drunk that i just fucking lost it. i couldn't even hardly make it down the fucking stairs because i was crying so bad. i didn't get a chance to go to bed until i calmed down....woke up both of the roommates...that was not cool...got a lecture from debbie today, but it was something that i deserved. i also apologized to both...jess and i are on good terms. lets just say that i might stop drinking SO much...not completely...that would be fucking hell on earth...for those of u who know me. hehehehehe...anyways...im gonna go "join the living" and "drink because that's what i do best"! talks to ya'll's lata!
PEACE!
PEACE!