well now....gonna vom....zzzzzzzz........
alicia...
i completely understand the whole not wanting to fall...but sometimes it is the best choice...i see the way you talk about him and it seems like you have already fallen...but it's a good thing...trust me. my only suggestion is to tell kevin about aaron so that u don't tag kevin along any more and end up hurting him even more and that way you are less likely to hurt aaron...i think the situation just needs to be explained to kevin...just so you don't hurt him...that's all. always remember, we may be closer than you are with jen and amanda...but there's hidden reasons for that that i don't know if anyone can explain. it's complicated...but good. we have a weird relationship...but it's ok...i love you as a person, friend, and roommate...nothing you could ever do would change that. you are my first roommate and they say that the bond you have with ur first roommate will last forever. and always know that i will always be there for you...no matter what. i love you man.
amanda,
i understand that you had to reply to alicia's journal, but if u ever log on here under my name again without my permission...i will be thouroughly pissed! u promised me u wouldn't. i am always here for you. i hope i can help with anything that you ever need help with...anything, anytime, anywhere...i promise. just ask.
jen,
hi...im always here for you too. i try to be strong for everyone...but if i have a day where i could really not even give a shit, don't get all pissy and take it personal because it just means that i've taken all that i can handle. i promise it's nothing personal.
james,
i will always give shout outs to ya man...i love ya...ur the greatest...i just wish i could have been there for ya when bentley passed...i am so sorry...i know what ur goin through...so if you wanna talk...just let me know...i'm always up for a good conversation. hehehe.
everyone,
some days my life becomes sucha a blur that no one will ever understand and those are the days that i need to be alone, so no one take them personal...i just need time to try and think things through...i know everyone else has those days. i just leave you alone...so please do the same for me...especially when i come back from being home. that is one of the major times that everyone needs to understand that they need to just leave me alone...i know everyone is there for me and that they love me...bla bla bla...well i know that if i don't even understand what is going on...how am i supposed to tell someone else what is going on? nevermind...i hope this explains things a little better...i know that ur all there for me and will always be and will always care...but somethings i just need to handle on my own...and i just need to be by myself...thanks. alicia...i know you understand this...hehehe...oh yeah...dude...ramen noodles...i got so many for the both of us...so feel free anytime. what else are roommates good for if not food? oh yeah...late night chats, drinking buddies, music, advice, and speakers...hehehe....what...huh...i dunno...
but i think i written enough for two days now so...yea...mmmm....can't wait till breakfast...waffles....mmmmmmmm....(drooling.......)
my love for my baby will never cease.
i completely understand the whole not wanting to fall...but sometimes it is the best choice...i see the way you talk about him and it seems like you have already fallen...but it's a good thing...trust me. my only suggestion is to tell kevin about aaron so that u don't tag kevin along any more and end up hurting him even more and that way you are less likely to hurt aaron...i think the situation just needs to be explained to kevin...just so you don't hurt him...that's all. always remember, we may be closer than you are with jen and amanda...but there's hidden reasons for that that i don't know if anyone can explain. it's complicated...but good. we have a weird relationship...but it's ok...i love you as a person, friend, and roommate...nothing you could ever do would change that. you are my first roommate and they say that the bond you have with ur first roommate will last forever. and always know that i will always be there for you...no matter what. i love you man.
amanda,
i understand that you had to reply to alicia's journal, but if u ever log on here under my name again without my permission...i will be thouroughly pissed! u promised me u wouldn't. i am always here for you. i hope i can help with anything that you ever need help with...anything, anytime, anywhere...i promise. just ask.
jen,
hi...im always here for you too. i try to be strong for everyone...but if i have a day where i could really not even give a shit, don't get all pissy and take it personal because it just means that i've taken all that i can handle. i promise it's nothing personal.
james,
i will always give shout outs to ya man...i love ya...ur the greatest...i just wish i could have been there for ya when bentley passed...i am so sorry...i know what ur goin through...so if you wanna talk...just let me know...i'm always up for a good conversation. hehehe.
everyone,
some days my life becomes sucha a blur that no one will ever understand and those are the days that i need to be alone, so no one take them personal...i just need time to try and think things through...i know everyone else has those days. i just leave you alone...so please do the same for me...especially when i come back from being home. that is one of the major times that everyone needs to understand that they need to just leave me alone...i know everyone is there for me and that they love me...bla bla bla...well i know that if i don't even understand what is going on...how am i supposed to tell someone else what is going on? nevermind...i hope this explains things a little better...i know that ur all there for me and will always be and will always care...but somethings i just need to handle on my own...and i just need to be by myself...thanks. alicia...i know you understand this...hehehe...oh yeah...dude...ramen noodles...i got so many for the both of us...so feel free anytime. what else are roommates good for if not food? oh yeah...late night chats, drinking buddies, music, advice, and speakers...hehehe....what...huh...i dunno...
but i think i written enough for two days now so...yea...mmmm....can't wait till breakfast...waffles....mmmmmmmm....(drooling.......)
my love for my baby will never cease.