i'm sick
i have a cold and or a sinus infection. i think it makes me cranky. more cranky than usual. however that is just the begining. what i am really sick of is being crazy and obsesive. i'm sick of emailing and calling my friends and never hearing back. i'm sick of the fact that i keep pushing away the people who do care and are reliable. i'm sick of watching people fuck up their lives. i'm sick of trying to figure out what i want. i'm sick of trying to distinguish the difference between sex and love. i'm sick of this empty feeling i have. i'm sick of working my ass off and not seeing the results. i'm sick of fucking myspace. i'm sick of doing the right thing. and my throat kinda hurts. goodnight.