so, life.
this has been a fucking whirlwind of a year.
i feel as though i have learned more about people in this year alone than i have in my eighteen years previous. i finally found friends who cared about me enough to set me straight (on a path of morality, not going from gay to straight haha). we are way out of contact now, but that is definitely the way it should be. i miss them but there are some things you just can't go back to...
speaking of things you just can't go back to.. this past summer i got involved in my first serious relationship with someone who ended up screwing me over hardcore. i am still confused as to why shit went down the way it did, but that relationship taught me so much about myself. i do not regret a single moment of it.
i love my job. i am still working at the starbucks in tuckahoe. we have a new manager, she is great and i have met quite possibly one of thee most amazing people ever :) we are (hopefully) slowly but surely turning into one big happy =)
also, i have finally found my BEST friend. ever. we have the same mind and i absolutely love it. she is like the big sister i always wanted =) i really am unsure that there is anyone who understands me more. i have thee greatest friends, i am not going to shout everyone out as i find that to be somewhat lame, although i think that some people know how to do it. me not being one of them. anyway. i have THEE best friends anyone could ask for, i do not think i have ever felt so comfortable with people in my life.
so here i am, nineteen strong, a week away from a year of school at westchester CC for computer science. believe it or not, i am excited. i have finally learned from my mistakes, and i am ready to turn my life around.
hi, i'm steven. i am tall, kinda doofy and somewhat nerdy. i live in the moment, i am overanalytical and sometimes overemotional. i always lose at staring contests. you could say the stupidest thing and i would laugh. i love to laugh. overall, i just want to be happy. and at the end of the day all i really want is a boy that i can run to when shit gets rough.
i feel as though i have learned more about people in this year alone than i have in my eighteen years previous. i finally found friends who cared about me enough to set me straight (on a path of morality, not going from gay to straight haha). we are way out of contact now, but that is definitely the way it should be. i miss them but there are some things you just can't go back to...
speaking of things you just can't go back to.. this past summer i got involved in my first serious relationship with someone who ended up screwing me over hardcore. i am still confused as to why shit went down the way it did, but that relationship taught me so much about myself. i do not regret a single moment of it.
i love my job. i am still working at the starbucks in tuckahoe. we have a new manager, she is great and i have met quite possibly one of thee most amazing people ever :) we are (hopefully) slowly but surely turning into one big happy =)
also, i have finally found my BEST friend. ever. we have the same mind and i absolutely love it. she is like the big sister i always wanted =) i really am unsure that there is anyone who understands me more. i have thee greatest friends, i am not going to shout everyone out as i find that to be somewhat lame, although i think that some people know how to do it. me not being one of them. anyway. i have THEE best friends anyone could ask for, i do not think i have ever felt so comfortable with people in my life.
so here i am, nineteen strong, a week away from a year of school at westchester CC for computer science. believe it or not, i am excited. i have finally learned from my mistakes, and i am ready to turn my life around.
hi, i'm steven. i am tall, kinda doofy and somewhat nerdy. i live in the moment, i am overanalytical and sometimes overemotional. i always lose at staring contests. you could say the stupidest thing and i would laugh. i love to laugh. overall, i just want to be happy. and at the end of the day all i really want is a boy that i can run to when shit gets rough.