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I've been writing and studying as of twenty four hours ago. my head hurts. I'm pretty much doomed for psychology as I definitely failed the final and I'm on academic probation because of anthropology. I still have a lot of work to do before 5 o'clock strikes and I'm sure I'll make it, but whatever.
These past few weeks have been lonely. not because I haven't seen anybody, but because I don't have a best friend anymore. things have never been like this for me, I always felt like it was my choice who I was friends with. but now I feel like I have to settle for anyone who'll talk to me.
I guess I'm still glad that everything happened, though I'm using the word glad loosely. I think I'm just really optimistic about this summer and what's going to happen, and hopefully that'll pan out well. I think I need a new job or something, because starbucks fucking sucks along with everyone who works there sans one or two people. I need a change of scenery or something.
These past few weeks have been lonely. not because I haven't seen anybody, but because I don't have a best friend anymore. things have never been like this for me, I always felt like it was my choice who I was friends with. but now I feel like I have to settle for anyone who'll talk to me.
I guess I'm still glad that everything happened, though I'm using the word glad loosely. I think I'm just really optimistic about this summer and what's going to happen, and hopefully that'll pan out well. I think I need a new job or something, because starbucks fucking sucks along with everyone who works there sans one or two people. I need a change of scenery or something.