my only outlet...
I don't know what to do to make things right. I have never felt so useless before. And yet I am frustrated at the same time. Why does this matter so much? Why must it completely absorb your life? Why do you let it ruin everything? How can you hate someone when just a few weeks ago they were one of your friends? Why do you assume you are the only one who is bothered by this? What the hell happened to you that you have become so negative toward everything and everyone? Stop thinking about yourself and how horrible this could make things for you and get the FUCK over it!!!!! It is not the fucking end of the world!!! There are so many worse things that you could be dealing with, but because this makes things a little more inconvenient, you're life is over. I'm so tired of your bitching and moaning. I have tried to be nice, I have tried to help and I have tried to comfort and nothing is working. Nothing. And yet you continue to bitch to me. Just stop.