and the days go on
i literally have no life. but its ok, im doing something better now that i dont have a life rather than those twerds who just party all night! haha jkjk...kinda. anyway today i am feeling much better than i have in awhile. last tues, i woke up to find myself coughing violently and throwing up blood/bile. i know it sounds bad but its not as bad as it seems. anyway i spiked a fever and had to go on antibiotics for ten days. mind you that i was supposed to go home thurs, and sleep in my own bed and such. now its wed and the doctors come in and tell you that there is no way you can go home home until the antibiotics are done, so the due date is now pushed back to next sat, or this sat coming up. two nights ago, i woke up at 3 30 screaming from pain. as it turns out, my gall stones are back! woohoo. they took xrays and scans and came to the conclusion that my gall stones are back and that my gall bladder is infected. amazing. so yesterday i spent the day in amazing agony, with my gall bladder and stones and pain. but today i am feeling much better. they told me that i cannot have my gall bladder removed until the infection is down and the bladder isnt as inflamed. no word yet whether i will be going home and then coming back for the surgery, or just staying here back to back. anyway, today has been a better day. im not really in any pain, which is a new concept for me. please dont feel bad for me, because well, its ok i dont mind doing this. besides, i never felt comfortable with people feeling bad for me. plus, i am doing much better now. i do apologize in advance if i am talking to you and do not respond for a little while. it is probably because i managed to doze off. but with the combo of antiibiotics and pain medication i feel, again, a whole lot better. right now i am watchin Jumanji with Kirsten Dunst and Robin Williams. well, semi watching. also kinda dozing. i have no clue what i just wrote or why but i havent updated awhile. yea so thats my life at the moment. remember kid, no pity feelings towards me. only feelings as in the lucky trick she gets to watch fresh tvshows. ok im gonna go take a nap. but i want you all to know that i know of all the prayers coming my way. thank you everyone for the prayers, otherwise i dont know if i could punch all these bees in the face *a lil dane cook