I am a lowlife
Today i woke up early and at 9:45 went to kaitlyns. We sat around and smoked tabacco till around 1 when paul came over. We sat around and attempted to get some herb till about 5. I remember eating cherries and they fucking harassed paul. I feel bad i put makeup on paul and he needed to get it off and i dont know he was really mad. I was really mad for some reason. I cant wait till alex comes and stays with me, im sick of everyone. She pointed something interesting out about how people dont understand me because i dont let them. I dont know who i am anymore. My self esteem is crumbling and i need something more.