MEXICO
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With an H
A grin upon your face as your eyes undress me,
My emotions do not allow me to disagree,
Your body against mine gives me the most pleasuring sensation of fright,
As I quit reminding you and allow you to show me a good night.
With much haste you express lust in a tangible form,
The night gets colder as your body keeps me warm,
Indulging in this once in a life time sin,
Soon my unwillingness began to kick in.
He recognized my hesitation and kissed the pain away,
How could I allow myself to continue although I felt dismay?
The warmth spread through out my body there was nothing left to hide,
I went along with him he talked me into swallowing my pride.
The deed was done; the only thing on my mind at that moment was sleep,
My heart was crumbling, a hole that I blame for the reason I weep,
I laid in my bed but didn’t expect a kiss,
Eventually I closed my eyes and for hours laid and reminisced.
Rays came through the window and tapped me so I arose,
There was no sound in the room as I sat up and froze,
I escaped everyone’s presence as I went to smoke a cigarette,
What I had done on the deck that night was impossible to forget,
Regret soon came but I brushed it away I couldn’t stand being apart,
Until I heard those words; a knife to my heart,
“Whoa I don’t remember anything that happened last night.”
I felt like vomiting on myself but I didn’t want to be impolite.
So tomorrow kaitlyn gets her braces off and we go eat at lucilles. The next day i go to my "Chemical Addiction Counsler." My dad thinks im going to a counsler because im suicidal but im not. Im going to a counsler to talk with someone about drug abuse and maybe go to rehab. My dad doesnt know this though but he wont let me stay the night at other peoples houses... suicide watch. Its kinda funny i feel like everyone walks on glass for me. My nails are getting pretty nice but im going to go wash my hands right now ill be back later
With an H
A grin upon your face as your eyes undress me,
My emotions do not allow me to disagree,
Your body against mine gives me the most pleasuring sensation of fright,
As I quit reminding you and allow you to show me a good night.
With much haste you express lust in a tangible form,
The night gets colder as your body keeps me warm,
Indulging in this once in a life time sin,
Soon my unwillingness began to kick in.
He recognized my hesitation and kissed the pain away,
How could I allow myself to continue although I felt dismay?
The warmth spread through out my body there was nothing left to hide,
I went along with him he talked me into swallowing my pride.
The deed was done; the only thing on my mind at that moment was sleep,
My heart was crumbling, a hole that I blame for the reason I weep,
I laid in my bed but didn’t expect a kiss,
Eventually I closed my eyes and for hours laid and reminisced.
Rays came through the window and tapped me so I arose,
There was no sound in the room as I sat up and froze,
I escaped everyone’s presence as I went to smoke a cigarette,
What I had done on the deck that night was impossible to forget,
Regret soon came but I brushed it away I couldn’t stand being apart,
Until I heard those words; a knife to my heart,
“Whoa I don’t remember anything that happened last night.”
I felt like vomiting on myself but I didn’t want to be impolite.
So tomorrow kaitlyn gets her braces off and we go eat at lucilles. The next day i go to my "Chemical Addiction Counsler." My dad thinks im going to a counsler because im suicidal but im not. Im going to a counsler to talk with someone about drug abuse and maybe go to rehab. My dad doesnt know this though but he wont let me stay the night at other peoples houses... suicide watch. Its kinda funny i feel like everyone walks on glass for me. My nails are getting pretty nice but im going to go wash my hands right now ill be back later