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i am at my lowest weight ever (33.5kg / 67lb)
jason (yesssssss ..him again.) cringes at the thought of me fasting, and he yells at me when I refuse to eat food, even when he knows I'm hungry. He is constantly trying to shove food down my throat, and he's even gotten upset about it, to the point of tears... I of course, can't talk to my mother about this, and none of my friends understand.
everything is going okay. i came to the conclusion i only like writing when i am extremely mad or depressed which is why i dont write anymore.
everything is perfect. i have eliminated all negativity from my life and im happy now. im confused about the future but im dealing with it. everything at the moment is fine. i dont think i could ask for more. im afraid of dying and thats about it. im confident that as long as nobody close to me dies i will be happy.
stay warm
xoxox guenivere
jason (yesssssss ..him again.) cringes at the thought of me fasting, and he yells at me when I refuse to eat food, even when he knows I'm hungry. He is constantly trying to shove food down my throat, and he's even gotten upset about it, to the point of tears... I of course, can't talk to my mother about this, and none of my friends understand.
everything is going okay. i came to the conclusion i only like writing when i am extremely mad or depressed which is why i dont write anymore.
everything is perfect. i have eliminated all negativity from my life and im happy now. im confused about the future but im dealing with it. everything at the moment is fine. i dont think i could ask for more. im afraid of dying and thats about it. im confident that as long as nobody close to me dies i will be happy.
stay warm
xoxox guenivere