Jan 12, 2006 22:19
i am so done with high school. i really cant stand it anymore, the drama, and all the bitches who seem to overpopulate our school. people that i once called my friends? seriously what was i thinking? it seems that i have two good friends. who dont avoid me, or roll their eyes when i talk, or make excuses not to do stuff with me... two. yes i can count them just like that.
i want to leave now.. i wish i could fast foward the next 7 or 8 months and just be in my dorm room right now. a dorm room that my mother wont be paying for. because her dream is for me to live in her attic and attend her community college. a dorm that my father wont be paying for. because his wife who just decided to come storming back into our lives refuses to help pay after i turn 18. apparently when i turn 18 thats when she can just cut me off for good. no no. ill be taking out student loans and be in debt until i retire. maybe sooner because lets face it im never going to find a guy and i have no friends, so that leaves plenty of overtime.