A Peace Past's Over Me..Alive Again
grate·ful
Pronunciation: 'grAt-f&l
Function: adjective
1 a : appreciative of benefits received b : expressing gratitude
2 a : affording pleasure or contentment : PLEASING b : pleasing by reason of comfort supplied or discomfort alleviated
I had yet another dream last night in which I died.I only dream about two things(neither of which I want to dream about).Only difference about this dream is when I awoke this morning is that I felt greatful to be alive!I haven't felt like this in years.I spend to much time dwelling on things that I don't need to think about that I completely forget the truth.I am alive. There's a reason for it.I have unfofilled work to achieve.I feel really good for a change of pace.Usally I would be disappointed about this dream but it had an adverse effect on me.What do I really have to bitch about? I had a beautiful girlfriend (yes you are even if you don't know it),I have a car and I'm not dead yet motherfucker.HAHA.I really hope that this lasts at least for a few days and if it dosen't it was nice to feel it again.*smiles*
pas·sion
Pronunciation: 'pa-sh&n
Function: noun
1 often capitalized a : the sufferings of Christ between the night of the Last Supper and his death b : an oratorio based on a gospel narrative of the Passion
2 obsolete : SUFFERING
3 : the state or capacity of being acted on by external agents or forces
Last night my mother and I went and saw "The Passion Of The Chirst".It was nice to go just her and I.We haven't been anything together in years. Of course she cried most of the movie.I however was looking forward to seeing it because it heard that it was brutal, which it was...horribly.I am usally up for brutality in films because it's just that, a film.It was made it a studio or in this event Jerusalem....but WOW!This movie was a great film but it was so brutal that I could hardly watch it.At first I was watching it thinking "Ok, I know how this story gose" and didn't think that it would effect me much.As it moved along to the breating of Christ and watching his flesh ripped off...I was moved.By the time it got the the crucifixion I was no longer thinking brutality is "kewl", I was more like "STOP IT". I felt...impressed that he did that for me.I mean it looked like that shit hert... bad.That is another feeling which I haven't felt in years.Mel Gibson can really direct films.The shots were not only amazing but touching.The effects were really good but few and far between.The whole movie was in Aramaic not I don't mind the subtles.I really had a nice night however that film left a cut in my mind I felt very strange afterwares...and still do.I'd tell you to go'n see it but I'm not yet really too.