sitting waiting wishing
so me transferring doesnt seem so real right now
nor does the fact that unless i study my ass off until 7 am tomorrow i will be failing some finals
i need to call my cousin for more details about new orleans
im tired of thigns
its all perfect right now but its about to change but im tire dof dealign with the inevitable change
can't i just wait and see how it goes? do i have to know how ill think and feel and act in a month?
its torture to have to deal with the future when there are a million thigns to deal with now too, i just wanna live in the here and now and i hate being forced ot have to deal with the past present and futuare all at once, because some thigns are just irrelevent to now
im happy an dim going to study and then im going to clean and then im going to study with janine and thne go to the screenign and then the dastolis screenign and then drew's party for a lil bit and then study more and then sleep befor ei take my chem and diff eq exams, thenstudy more then take my physio exam then hang out then sleep, then maybe work out? (haha yeah fucking right, im such a bum), then study more then sleep more and clean more and pack more then take my 2 exams thurs, then korean dramas then clean and pakc more then sleep and cleaning and packing and hanging out fri, then bill's party and a lil bit of sleep then cleaning packing and hanging out mroe, then sleeping, then cleanign packing and moving out bc itll be sunday!
AHHHHHHHHHH! so much to do, so excited, so stressed, so excited!
nor does the fact that unless i study my ass off until 7 am tomorrow i will be failing some finals
i need to call my cousin for more details about new orleans
im tired of thigns
its all perfect right now but its about to change but im tire dof dealign with the inevitable change
can't i just wait and see how it goes? do i have to know how ill think and feel and act in a month?
its torture to have to deal with the future when there are a million thigns to deal with now too, i just wanna live in the here and now and i hate being forced ot have to deal with the past present and futuare all at once, because some thigns are just irrelevent to now
im happy an dim going to study and then im going to clean and then im going to study with janine and thne go to the screenign and then the dastolis screenign and then drew's party for a lil bit and then study more and then sleep befor ei take my chem and diff eq exams, thenstudy more then take my physio exam then hang out then sleep, then maybe work out? (haha yeah fucking right, im such a bum), then study more then sleep more and clean more and pack more then take my 2 exams thurs, then korean dramas then clean and pakc more then sleep and cleaning and packing and hanging out fri, then bill's party and a lil bit of sleep then cleaning packing and hanging out mroe, then sleeping, then cleanign packing and moving out bc itll be sunday!
AHHHHHHHHHH! so much to do, so excited, so stressed, so excited!