today made thigns better
i possibly have the best friends and family ever
and while things are only so so, i am willing to talk to people again
esp people i love
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sipra, i feel like i need to clarify, even though i know you know
these thigns we need, whether somethign tangible ro simply some comforting idea, are things that aren't life or death situations
but it doesnt mean we dont NEED them equally
because, seriously, esp in what we were talking about, they're completely vital to the lives we are living
it seems as if, should we lose them, our life would be so fucking inherently changed that it wouldnt be our life anymore, and we'd be lost until we found a new one, however long that took
i dunno, thats how i feel at least
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im glad i went to gainesville this weekend, and that i got to see sipra
and then there was a not so good time, but im over it, for now at least
but spending some down time with family was nice, i guess
i dunno, kinda everythign makes me feel nauseous, just thining about life
whatever, ill be back very soon, i promise
ok, so i had something real to say but i dont remember
and while things are only so so, i am willing to talk to people again
esp people i love
-----
sipra, i feel like i need to clarify, even though i know you know
these thigns we need, whether somethign tangible ro simply some comforting idea, are things that aren't life or death situations
but it doesnt mean we dont NEED them equally
because, seriously, esp in what we were talking about, they're completely vital to the lives we are living
it seems as if, should we lose them, our life would be so fucking inherently changed that it wouldnt be our life anymore, and we'd be lost until we found a new one, however long that took
i dunno, thats how i feel at least
-----
im glad i went to gainesville this weekend, and that i got to see sipra
and then there was a not so good time, but im over it, for now at least
but spending some down time with family was nice, i guess
i dunno, kinda everythign makes me feel nauseous, just thining about life
whatever, ill be back very soon, i promise
ok, so i had something real to say but i dont remember