i need to stop going out so much
and this is why:
because even if i don't drink or anything, when i stay out late i sleep in late
or, if i cant sleep in, then i dont get enough sleep
not getting enough sleep is making me sick
and, when i sleep in late, i miss the lazy mrnings i love with the sun peeking through my blinds and just kind of putzing around eating breakfast and then finally going off to dow hatever i need to do that day
plus i havent been working out or doing enough work because ive been tired and lazy and therefore slacking off
also, i love my friends
and lots of other people
and i really do feel hurt by thigns that people do sometime,s even if its pointless
and i try to not do thigns which will hurt others, though i often fail without trying to
however, in the past few days, i seem to have lost all forms of guilt about thigns that ive done
i still dont mean to do them, but when i do small thign,s i dont feel guilty about them
im sure this will come back and haunt me very soon, and i normally have an overactive conscience
but right now... i dont feel bad about the shit that i do
specifically for one reason which will go unmentioned, but whatever haha
and im off to really do my chem lab now
because even if i don't drink or anything, when i stay out late i sleep in late
or, if i cant sleep in, then i dont get enough sleep
not getting enough sleep is making me sick
and, when i sleep in late, i miss the lazy mrnings i love with the sun peeking through my blinds and just kind of putzing around eating breakfast and then finally going off to dow hatever i need to do that day
plus i havent been working out or doing enough work because ive been tired and lazy and therefore slacking off
also, i love my friends
and lots of other people
and i really do feel hurt by thigns that people do sometime,s even if its pointless
and i try to not do thigns which will hurt others, though i often fail without trying to
however, in the past few days, i seem to have lost all forms of guilt about thigns that ive done
i still dont mean to do them, but when i do small thign,s i dont feel guilty about them
im sure this will come back and haunt me very soon, and i normally have an overactive conscience
but right now... i dont feel bad about the shit that i do
specifically for one reason which will go unmentioned, but whatever haha
and im off to really do my chem lab now