I do not like days
when i sleep through my biofeedback
because i was up late doing my chem lab
and reading this week's lab so i dont fail today's quiz
which i failed anyway because i was late
because i just barely missed one shuttle, and then when the next one came, the guy was new
and he passed one of the turns in the complex and just came to a complete stop for about a minute when he realized, and then proceeded to back up... come to a complete stop again for a minute, and then back up the rest of the way to make the turn
and then i finally make it to teach fucking swim lessons and i have one mom, whose toddler is doing fucking amazing and is like kicking and not swallowing water, except once during the entire class, bitch to mne about how her daughter isnt learning anything and shes "not responding"
but i do like days when i finally get to talk to the cute boy that is in my chem class and lab and my diff eq class
and when i find out that my lab partner today's dad is italian and his family owns an italian restaurant in tally and his dad lives there now and bakes desserts and sells them in like the health food stores and other small groceries in tally...and that he makes amazing bread
and i want to go visit eric chung
and i need this semester to be good.... very very good because i cannot be running away
and for the longest time i didnt think i was, i thought this was a good change and i was making sacrifices to make this good change
and then today i had this thought of "everything sucks here, it will be better when i get to tally" which isnt true in either part because you make things good or bad
and so i need to make thigns good for me here and i need to not make thigns hard for me and not stress
because i am not runnign away
because i was up late doing my chem lab
and reading this week's lab so i dont fail today's quiz
which i failed anyway because i was late
because i just barely missed one shuttle, and then when the next one came, the guy was new
and he passed one of the turns in the complex and just came to a complete stop for about a minute when he realized, and then proceeded to back up... come to a complete stop again for a minute, and then back up the rest of the way to make the turn
and then i finally make it to teach fucking swim lessons and i have one mom, whose toddler is doing fucking amazing and is like kicking and not swallowing water, except once during the entire class, bitch to mne about how her daughter isnt learning anything and shes "not responding"
but i do like days when i finally get to talk to the cute boy that is in my chem class and lab and my diff eq class
and when i find out that my lab partner today's dad is italian and his family owns an italian restaurant in tally and his dad lives there now and bakes desserts and sells them in like the health food stores and other small groceries in tally...and that he makes amazing bread
and i want to go visit eric chung
and i need this semester to be good.... very very good because i cannot be running away
and for the longest time i didnt think i was, i thought this was a good change and i was making sacrifices to make this good change
and then today i had this thought of "everything sucks here, it will be better when i get to tally" which isnt true in either part because you make things good or bad
and so i need to make thigns good for me here and i need to not make thigns hard for me and not stress
because i am not runnign away