Mar 09, 2006 19:00
Amanda's not at school for the rest of this week. She wasn't there today cause she left the other night for a meditation retreat with her mother for the next week.
I wonder if she is at the same place as Scarlett.
School was uneventful today. For some reason, I thought it was a good idea to bring in my mp3 player and listen to sad ballads in class. I think it was a good idea when the professor came in and informed me that I was to 'put it away at once'.
So I did.
Hannah was grinning at me. It's usually her who's told off by the same professor.
This house is lonely. I used to have lots of things to do around the house when Daddy was away. Now all I do is bumble around the house, empty rooms filled with loud silence. When I was looking for a sock that had fallen under my bed, I found a top of Scarlett's that she lost about a month ago. It still smelt like her.
But I'm doing good. It is, however, amazing to note just how quickly a good thing can turn to bad.