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[juniorsox88]

Well last night was one of the most depressing nights I have had in a ILL minute. I dunno, I don't want to say to much cuz ppl will kno what I am talkin about and stuff I've done is wrong. Well the night started off with me being a little crushed. I was goin nuts. Then Caitlin made it all better :-D. Then I wanted to talk to Tanya so bad, cuz I didn't want someone hating me too on top of it all. So I was miserable about that. Then their was a lil bit of drama with my Kisha/Mike. She should just go out with him, like she advises me with She-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named. They'll work it out I think. But then To put the final handful of stuffin in the Turkey Matt get's all sad. Matt sad is a bad thing let me tell you, the kid is usually more positive than me. I am always in a asswhole mood tho. I kno how feel feels about a girl who She-Who-Also-Must-Not-Be-Named and was basicly shot down. I dunno I wish he got more of a chance tho cuz he's a good fella. But my buddy Matt's depression didn't go all too bad cuz it helped me IM Tanya. I need to make something good come from the night. I wanted to apologize for telling her not to talk to me. I told a couple people that, I just had things goin on. I think we basicly made up, maybe more to talk about. I just need suttin good right now, and I think she might be it. We will see. So at least I went to bed with one good feeling. I wont talk to her till late tonight cuz she's goin to this thing and when she comes out of work I have to get ready for work. I'll stay up tho of course. Hopefully Matt'll go to that thing so he can cheer up. 5:1, memba that kid. He's doin betta tho as am I. I dunno bout Kish, mixed bag of emotions she is. Hopefully soon for her too so everyone can be happy. I'm hopin. . .

--- Jay-Mie <<

p.s. fellaz please leave me one lil bitty comment :-P