Up is Up, Down is Down
Well... I got it's been a year and i should probably update this.
I got into the Boston Police Academy and its super fucking hard. Like the hardest thing you've ever done in your life. I'm still dating Niki and things are okay. I mean i care about her and everything. I just fear that I'm getting complacent and not enjoying being in a relationship, but I know I've felt this way in the past and that its a hump i need to get over. I mean common I'm 32 going on 33 I need to get my crap together at some point right? Anyways I want to get a new tattoo after i graduate and.. oh Amanda sent me a letter that I haven't opened and it's spooky I'm sure its nothing nice lol but hey at least I got out everything i needed to say and I feel better for it. by June I'll be a cop making 6 figures and everyday will be a new day. I hope I do well and maybe by next winter I'll take a vacation with Niki and everything will feel right. anyways I know you're crazy and go back and forth in your head but stick with things and chin up you idiot.
Bye
I got into the Boston Police Academy and its super fucking hard. Like the hardest thing you've ever done in your life. I'm still dating Niki and things are okay. I mean i care about her and everything. I just fear that I'm getting complacent and not enjoying being in a relationship, but I know I've felt this way in the past and that its a hump i need to get over. I mean common I'm 32 going on 33 I need to get my crap together at some point right? Anyways I want to get a new tattoo after i graduate and.. oh Amanda sent me a letter that I haven't opened and it's spooky I'm sure its nothing nice lol but hey at least I got out everything i needed to say and I feel better for it. by June I'll be a cop making 6 figures and everyday will be a new day. I hope I do well and maybe by next winter I'll take a vacation with Niki and everything will feel right. anyways I know you're crazy and go back and forth in your head but stick with things and chin up you idiot.
Bye