football season
it seems like ive been waiting for years for football season to come back. life certainly has changed. adam hurt me. carolyns moving to cali. alicia passed...rest in peace. shakeem came back into my life and left me hanging in the wind like so many times before, and so did several other boys. some of those boys literally boys....i mean im 25 what am i doing dating a 20 or 21 year old anyway. youd think after all the resolutions ive made to stay away from that common asshole i always seem to hook up with... youd think id get it by now. not so much tho. i think sometimes assholes come in the form of nice guys trapped in an assholes body, but im not a surgeon. its been a real shitty time for me. my parents have been frequenting the doctors, but i think if they just slow down a little they will be fine. tonight there is a patriots preseason game. ive been hiding in my apartment because i really really want to forget about being close to people. friends or otherwise....lovers...i miss gabe. i miss kendall. i miss anthony. fuck i even miss rob lane. i miss kathleen and carolyn and derek and my boyfriend. i miss u. at least i like my job. not that it pays good. neway i just got one questions for you. are you ready for some football?!?
ps- five things im thankful for
1. my little sister/ siblings
2. the roof over my head
3. jasmine
4. love
5. life
ps- five things im thankful for
1. my little sister/ siblings
2. the roof over my head
3. jasmine
4. love
5. life