finding time for fun
i havent been here for a while.
i guess i could sum up the past (insert amount of time) with my mom brought back my depression. i had a wicked violent dream last night. ive spent a little time in framingham, and i have a psyche test today that i am very stressed out about. and my sisters birthday is on the 15th.
im looking forward to getting a check today. thats lame. i dont like looking forward to things like that. id rather wake up thinking, "o shit kendalls coming to wake me up." or "im going to wake derek up."
my mom has a lot of terrible things to say about me....and my friends. none of you guys are actually my friend. i have no friends i guess. thats prolly because im selfish, dependent, retarded, and well not the type of person anyone would love.
so im going to study and convince myself that my confidence is what got me here (meaning a job, in a school, and stuff) and itll get me to better places. fuck people who try to bring me or anyone down. were all trying to do our best and none of us are perfect. dont you get that?
i guess i could sum up the past (insert amount of time) with my mom brought back my depression. i had a wicked violent dream last night. ive spent a little time in framingham, and i have a psyche test today that i am very stressed out about. and my sisters birthday is on the 15th.
im looking forward to getting a check today. thats lame. i dont like looking forward to things like that. id rather wake up thinking, "o shit kendalls coming to wake me up." or "im going to wake derek up."
my mom has a lot of terrible things to say about me....and my friends. none of you guys are actually my friend. i have no friends i guess. thats prolly because im selfish, dependent, retarded, and well not the type of person anyone would love.
so im going to study and convince myself that my confidence is what got me here (meaning a job, in a school, and stuff) and itll get me to better places. fuck people who try to bring me or anyone down. were all trying to do our best and none of us are perfect. dont you get that?