Gift Fic for yukitsubute

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Title: Invisible Scars
Pairing/Group: Kame/ Uchi
Rating: PG-13/R
Warnings: Mentions of an abusive relationship, none graphic, and a Johnny’s is not the abuser.
Summary: Uchi needed help getting out of his abusive relationship. Kame was the one to help him, but just leaving an abusive boyfriend doesn’t mean that he’s moved on. Moving on takes longer

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[yukitsubute]

SPOOOOT

OMG....anon-san, you did a wonder for me here. I read the story in the train on my way to a workshop, and I realy had to try hard not to start crying immediately.

The whole mood and way you put the romance into the sad story is just ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
It's totally how I love romance. And hurt&comfore is just the cherry on the top of the ice cream. :DDDDD

And the chocolate sauce is the pairing. ♥ KameUchi is so rare, and I was totally chipper when I saw it.

Perhaps the scars that are the most ugly are the ones that we cannot see.
Already the first sentence made me cry. It's so true, bruises fade, but the memory stays, and it's the real scar. Poor Uchi, it really must have been hard for him.

“Shhh, I’m not going to tell you that.” Kame methodically cleaned and bandaged his wounds
Kame is so cute, really. I totally love how he acts with Uchi. He doesn't force him to anything, not even to tell him what happened.

Kame is so cool when he calls Uchi's ex-boyfriend. I really hope this guy never calls Uchi again.

“Then stay with me silly.” Kame announced. That had been nearly a year ago. Uchi had never left and Kame had discovered that he didn’t want the other to leave.
Kame is so great. <3 Really, I so love his character. He cares so much about Uchi, and he is so patient with him. <3

Uchi just shook his head, “It doesn’t matter, he won’t like me back, besides I’m not ready for a relationship.”
The situation is so sweet, but also sad. I can imagine that it must be really hard for Uchi. He can't open up so soon again.
But the feelings for Kame are definitely there. I was really happy to see that Uchi gave them a chance, even though it took a long time for him.

Uchi began removing his clothes one piece at a time. His fingers were shaking and the sound of his pants sliding to the floor sounded louder than it was.

Kame was talking about something trivial, but stopped when he turned around and saw Uchi standing in the middle of the room naked.

“What are you doing?” Kame stumbled out.

“You can have me if you want.” Uchi stuttered

UCHI WHAT ARE YOU DOING!!! *Sighs* This situation is soooo sad. It shows how insecure Uchi is. He would do anything for holding Kame at his side, even though he doesn't want to do it. >< That's so sad. Uchi is so broken. ><

I can understand Uchi, but also Kame. It must be hard for him that Uchi doesn't even want to kiss him. I can imagine that he looses his nerves at some point.

“No, it’s because you think that I’m just like your abusive ex-boyfriend and you think that you need to force yourself to have sex with me so that I would stay with you.” Uchi just cried and watched as Kame grabbed his coat and keys and left the apartment. But after a few hours, and much to Uchi’s relief, Kame returned having calmed down.
Kame exactly knows that it's not like that, but in this situation he can just snap. >< He is totally frustrated, and I can understand it.

In fact, it was after Uchi had received news that he would have a role in Shiritsu Bakaleya Koukou and he had rushed home to tell Kame that he had done it. It was purely by instinct from having seen Kame sitting in the living room chair, but Uchi had bounded over and kissed him squarely on the lips.

This situation is so cute. Good things in Uchi's life happens and he starts getting confident again. <3 And the first one he shares his feelings with is Kame, that's s sweet. Finally he is able to kiss Kame. Maybe because he stops thinking about it, and just go with his emotions. <3 I totally loved that scene.

[yukitsubute]

“I was wondering if I could touch them, the scars, I mean.” Uchi’s face darkened and he swallowed.
It starts with Kame doesn't know how to ask Uchi about his scars, and in the end he finally is allowed to touch Uchi.

“They are ugly, aren’t they?” Uchi asked.

“No, they are beautiful because they are a part of you.”

Uchi turned around and saw tears in Kame’s eyes. “I’m so sorry that you had to go through that.” And though Uchi was probably the one that was supposed to be comforted, it was he who held Kame in his arms consoling him.

“It’s okay, because if I hadn’t have gone through that I’d never be with you.”

Uchi is so sweet. No Uchi, the scars aren't ugly. Kame's answer is so great. <3 They really are part of Uchi, and Kame loves the other how he is. <3

I totally loved that small turn you made here. Where Uchi holds Kame in his arms. Even though Uchi is the sad character, it doesn't mean that only he can be the weak one. <3

I totally love the balance in the fic, and I totally loved that Kame was the one who helped someone else out of such a situation, and I loved how he did it.

Thanks soooo much for this again anon-san. I totally loved that story, it was totally what I had imagined. Everyhting was just perfect.





THANKS AGAIN, I LOVE YOU ANON-SAN FOR THIS STORY