another day wasted in this large pink building
today has been depressing and my senses are dull. i was called a reverse sexist earlier by one of my male co-workers and i definitely feel "put in my place." then i was told that i was being naive about what is going to happen in miami by the same male co-worker and then i completely glazed over and began to patiently wait for my 10 hours here to end. i am terribly busy this weekend and this week. i feel like a terrible friend to those of you who have been wondering where i've been. i'm sorry i can't be nearer. i keep sitting here wishing that i had more time. i hope it doesn't sound selfish, i worry because i care. but it's all the same because i don't have the time to be emotional.