good mornin'

Jun 12, 2003 09:29

Hey Whoever...
Or.. To Whom it may concern,
Or something.

So all I have really been doing is work. Im such a dork. I like cant stay up past 10 cuz all my body wants to do is rest before getting up everyday at 6. Today is my day off... I came to boston last nite to hang out with my sister but I fell asleep. That happened monday nite too, I had tuesday off also this week. So yeah, that officially makes me a big dork. Woo-Hoo!
Ive got alot on my mind. Im really in debt, it sucks. I have unpaid parking tickets up the ass, and a couple of speeding tickets. I dont even kno if ill be able to get my license renewed tomorro w/o having to deal w/ that, and I dont have the money yet, which sucks. I wish there was someone I could call that would know how much I owed the parking ticket and speeding ticket agencies, but unfortunately its scattered among states in New England and in NYC. I dont think im going to see much money from the kid who was driving when my car was wrecked . I understand that its a shitty situation, and if he just wasnt driving he wouldnt have to deal with it. Were both kinda screwed. My whole life has changed since that happened. I lived in that car.
I failed a class last semester, which means that my mom wont help me with any living expenses until I have a semester w/o any F's. That means if I dont get a car by the end of the summer, I cant go to school. The only place I could live would be in Newport with Terry, and he'll be working. And couch hopping does me no good in Keene, I never get any work done, so school would be pointless. I think I may just not buy a car after im out of debt, im going to try and save up so I can get a room in Keene and not have to drive. That way everything will be really close to me. Also, I think im just going to transfer and work at Cumberland Farms in Keene. So my goal now is to save enough so that I can get a room in Keene and only have to make a certain amt feasible for someone to make each month while in school full-time. What a pain.
I think im more connected to cats than people.
Tomorrow is my 20th birthday. That means that I have a day left to be a crazy teenager. What shall I do?
I need a date. I realised that im not down w/ casual anything... I want something real. Once you have it, you want it. Its like a drug. I want love.
Well, that was my update for the month. I miss my friends, and hope you're all doing well. Call me, and dont be strangers.
Dont forget, my bdays tomorrow.
603-226-1289
Peace Y'all....
Maria
P.S. I think im going to take off the nite of tables turn. Just in case.
<3
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