it'll be just like they say
god I hate:
history. also appeasement. it feels like everybody in the whole fucking world desperately needed to have their two cents heard on the issues. and then force school children to retroactively study their various two cents.
had an occasional headache all day that comes and goes- a bit of a theme is emerging on livejournal today re: heads and aches. which worries me cause I accidentally read a horrifying wikipedia article on suicide headaches, which are agreed to be THE WORST PAIN A PERSON CAN EXPERIENCE. women who suffer have said "yup, worse than... hm... definitely worse than CHILDBIRTH". and the name? cause so many people kill themselves so that they don't have to deal with it any more. and for the political edge, apparently shrooms and LSD have been shown to have a potentially positive effect on sufferers, but the US government won't allow any studies to be undertaken.
so yeah I've been learning, just not about what I should be. had a pretty productive day, actually, to be fair. nearly finished topic one notes and halfway-ish through topic two notes for history extension. and economics notes should get finished tomorrow, just a few gaps to fill, leaving all of monday to study for modern. and visit noah.
the experience of the end of the exam has been getting significantly better each time. Felt horrible leaving English, slightly less horrible after maths, and actually kind of good coming out of Extension English. Hopefully by the 6th I will be so euphoric at 4pm (my only afternoon exam) that I will just explode, reforming ala Dr Manhattan in a week's time for partying down.
getting to nearly time for my family to go to this halloween party, so I can finally have a smoke. I think maybe that's part of the headache? that and the fact that I was up in the middle of the night last night nearly vomiting but not quite for like an hour, while mentally playing bejeweled blitz and trying not to think about bejeweled blitz cause the explosions and falling colours were making me feel more sick.
anyway that's probably enough avoiding of finishing typing up my poor-quality trial notes for appeasement, and then fixing them by stealing other people's off box.net.
history. also appeasement. it feels like everybody in the whole fucking world desperately needed to have their two cents heard on the issues. and then force school children to retroactively study their various two cents.
had an occasional headache all day that comes and goes- a bit of a theme is emerging on livejournal today re: heads and aches. which worries me cause I accidentally read a horrifying wikipedia article on suicide headaches, which are agreed to be THE WORST PAIN A PERSON CAN EXPERIENCE. women who suffer have said "yup, worse than... hm... definitely worse than CHILDBIRTH". and the name? cause so many people kill themselves so that they don't have to deal with it any more. and for the political edge, apparently shrooms and LSD have been shown to have a potentially positive effect on sufferers, but the US government won't allow any studies to be undertaken.
so yeah I've been learning, just not about what I should be. had a pretty productive day, actually, to be fair. nearly finished topic one notes and halfway-ish through topic two notes for history extension. and economics notes should get finished tomorrow, just a few gaps to fill, leaving all of monday to study for modern. and visit noah.
the experience of the end of the exam has been getting significantly better each time. Felt horrible leaving English, slightly less horrible after maths, and actually kind of good coming out of Extension English. Hopefully by the 6th I will be so euphoric at 4pm (my only afternoon exam) that I will just explode, reforming ala Dr Manhattan in a week's time for partying down.
getting to nearly time for my family to go to this halloween party, so I can finally have a smoke. I think maybe that's part of the headache? that and the fact that I was up in the middle of the night last night nearly vomiting but not quite for like an hour, while mentally playing bejeweled blitz and trying not to think about bejeweled blitz cause the explosions and falling colours were making me feel more sick.
anyway that's probably enough avoiding of finishing typing up my poor-quality trial notes for appeasement, and then fixing them by stealing other people's off box.net.