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the coffee I drink every morning doesn't wake me up any more. I just feel like shit before it, and ok after it.
This week I got my timetable ruined, my photos developed, a surprising proposition.
This week I felt a surfeit of emotions.
This week I thought I knew myself. hahaha.*
This week I thanked lots of people.
This week I wanted a revelation, more sleep, someone to hang out with in my double free.
This week I didn't want the holidays to end.
This week I watched a bunch of daria episodes. <3
This week I loved summer, seeing everyone.
This week I hated school, our new maths teacher.
This week I give big shoutouts to oh hell whatever. if you think you deserve one, you probably do.
You're so sensitive
You can feel a single hair curl while you're sleeping,
And each fraction of a millimetre fingernails grow.
You show half a heart when you play euchre,
And I face the punching bag
And do what I'm told.
and soon I have to go get ready to go bra shopping with my mother D:
dude today sucks already
*I guess it took a whole lot to make me realise that things are not a)what they were, b)what I thought. though it only takes one person seeing you in a way you never imagined to shock you. I think it was the combination of several conversations/comments this week. seems like there's a bit of self- and otherwise-reflection going around, that's always good.
PS. I haven't done a today... since november last year :O
PPS. I'm slowly refurbishing my profile, at the moment I'm working on my interests list. can you believe i'm the only person with 'facial hair (male) listed? what's wrong with people?!
This week I got my timetable ruined, my photos developed, a surprising proposition.
This week I felt a surfeit of emotions.
This week I thought I knew myself. hahaha.*
This week I thanked lots of people.
This week I wanted a revelation, more sleep, someone to hang out with in my double free.
This week I didn't want the holidays to end.
This week I watched a bunch of daria episodes. <3
This week I loved summer, seeing everyone.
This week I hated school, our new maths teacher.
This week I give big shoutouts to oh hell whatever. if you think you deserve one, you probably do.
You're so sensitive
You can feel a single hair curl while you're sleeping,
And each fraction of a millimetre fingernails grow.
You show half a heart when you play euchre,
And I face the punching bag
And do what I'm told.
and soon I have to go get ready to go bra shopping with my mother D:
dude today sucks already
*I guess it took a whole lot to make me realise that things are not a)what they were, b)what I thought. though it only takes one person seeing you in a way you never imagined to shock you. I think it was the combination of several conversations/comments this week. seems like there's a bit of self- and otherwise-reflection going around, that's always good.
PS. I haven't done a today... since november last year :O
PPS. I'm slowly refurbishing my profile, at the moment I'm working on my interests list. can you believe i'm the only person with 'facial hair (male) listed? what's wrong with people?!