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Here we go again... I saw my psychiatrist today and we decided that since I still have 9 of the 10 symptoms of severe depression that the last two meds we have tried are most likely in the wrong "family" (species?) of anti-depressants. So, we're on to another group which means on to another detox and getting used to cycle. Also, unfortunately, because of the less than stellar health insurance I'm buying, it also means about $100 a month for the script on top of the outrageous premiums.
I am committed to getting this thing right. It's probably the best to time to be a guinea pig since I need a hobby that is low maintenance/cost anyway to take up some of my free time. Someday, I really want to return to the world, just looking for the right combination of brain chemicals to repair this drug and alcohol bullet-ridden mess I have now. It is a shame that I had little clue what I was destroying at the time. I would love to see an MRI of my brain to see if there are big open spaces that shouldn't be there.
I am committed to getting this thing right. It's probably the best to time to be a guinea pig since I need a hobby that is low maintenance/cost anyway to take up some of my free time. Someday, I really want to return to the world, just looking for the right combination of brain chemicals to repair this drug and alcohol bullet-ridden mess I have now. It is a shame that I had little clue what I was destroying at the time. I would love to see an MRI of my brain to see if there are big open spaces that shouldn't be there.