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i dont understand how i can have the worst night of my life with the best person ive ever met... and i need to say goodbye. this has to be goodbye because it hurts too much. if what happened tonight wouldve happened with anyone else, i wouldve flipped out a lot. but, like a lot of these recent nights, i really have to block it out. pretend like nothing ever happened because things are horrible now and it really is just too late.