oh my aching body

Jan 11, 2005 01:49

i am in so much pain today. everthing hurts. even my jaw! uggh. will someone please order me some painkillers on one of those shady ass websites. i even feel my heartbeat in my fingertips when i pause from typing. i wonder how many more years i will be walking.... pain shooting through my legs - i must have bone marrow cancer or something! fuck!

okay, i'll shut up and stop complaining now.

i'm trying to copy all my music onto my computer so i can burn copies of everthing and make mixes for people. i promised J that i would make her a cd with my favorite music, but when i think of my favorite all i think of really is patty griffin! why am i so obsessed with that womyn's music? i mean really, you'd think i'd get a little burnt on her. nope.

hmmm. anyone out there suggest any new music for me to experience? lemme know.

J is coming back to Oakland in less than a month. she's wanting to get away from New Orleans for Mardi Gras, and i'm so happy to know that she will come back here to see me!!!!! I like her. she makes me happy. i get all silly happy when she calls, writes, emails, leaves a voicemail, or anything. it's kinda ridiculous. but not really i guess, she is amazing and who wouldn't get all excited to talk to someone they really like and appreciate?

hmm. i got lost thinking about her again. i'm laying in bed, listening to patty griffin, watching moses sleep next to me, and spaaaacing out! Moses is very cute tonight. he is sleeping right beside me covering his eyes with one paw and pushing on the side of my laptop with the other. he must be very sleepy, cause i keep moving and he don't care and his tail isn't even wagging.

oh, and i traded bed rooms with R yesterday. i LOVE having my own room all to myself finally. i didn't realize how much i needed this until i got it. it feels good to just wake up on my own and not have someone in and out of your room all morning long. i felt like every morning i was waking up to the sound of E cutting up her herb and rolling it. which is fine for the most part, but she is disruptive sometimes. so R woke up this morning and came out of her new room bitchiing about how whe knows she is going to hate this arrangment, but she also said that she knows i deserve this switch. i'm so glad she realized how through i was with the arrangment of things. i just know that R wishes she moved into a room with me instead. but thanks for understanding R!

i gotta have my own space if i'm gonna be makin out with anybody, thats for sure. ;-)

fuck, it's after 2am and i need to take my ass to sleep/

more later.....
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