Oh, Thoughtful Me...2
Pastel pink. Again(;
So.... again.
Today, Will barely talked again. Again.
I wonder what's going on?
Maybe it's just me not paying attention to him talking.
Maybe he did talk a lot in his PSAT class (which was NOT mine)
But still...
I only heard him say "Do we have to color this (the poster)?" during Civics today.
Huh. Maybe it's just me not paying attention to him.
In fact, I was talking with Michelle and Matt today.
Matt said I had pretty eyes... o_______o"
He said he 'liked my eyes'. > o <
THAT'S NOT WHAT A GUY FRIEND SAYS TO HIS GAL FRIEND.
WE ARE NOTHING BUT FRIENDS. WE WILL NEVER BE ANYTHING BUT! FRIENDS.
Now that I got THAT out of my system...(:
No, but seriously.
I do remember saying in my Journal that I wouldn't mind going out with him if he asked me?
But that was BEFORE I found out how much of a creeper he is....!
And besides, I can NEVER imagine myself with him!! D:
It's so weird!!
I can imagine myself more with Jeremiah than him (and if you've seen Jeremiah, we don't match at ALL; and no, I don't like him, HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND. AND she's one of my closest friends! I would NEVER do that! NE-VER.)
But seriously, what is up with Will?
why doesn't he talk as much [or as loudly] as he used to?
Is he sick? Did something happen?
At first, I thought he was just having a bad day and wanted to shut up.
But this time, I know it's not nothing.
I'm so confused.
Maybe I'm overthinking this through.
Maybe I need to pay attention more and see if he talk--
No. I know him.
I don't even have to pay attention or listen closely just to hear his voice.
He's not that far away from my seat in classes.
Algebra II, he's in the row next to mine.
Civics, he's 2 seats ahead of me (same row)!
So clearly wouldn't I be able to hear him?!
Something's weird. It's not just my imagination.
I'm sure of it.
But then again, nobody would believe me or go like, "What are you talking about? You STILL like Will?!"
I guess I still do like him.
Oddly enough when I KNOW he's a big air-head.
AKA. JERK.
And yet, I still like him.
Isn't that weird? D:
I'm going to try to pay attention (even though I shouldn't have the need to) tomorrow.
I'm going to count how many times I hear his voice (I've only heard him once for 2 days in a row. That's not normal....)
And if I STILL don't hear anything EVEN if I try to pay attention, then I KNOW something's wrong.
Then maybe I can ask him.
If he answers back my texts.
Which I highly doubt will happen... :\