(no subject)
Toothy grins fool everyone.
The images of slitting wrists
and bloody bathroom floors are
entirely ninth grade.
I am lonely but not in that sense (meaning: NOT boys)
Everything I was based on
is starting to leave or just crumble away.
My favorite people: gone.
All have moved on to bigger and better people
Some I feel completely detached from,
or that they are trying to rub things in my face.
Some have to leave me because of loss of jobs.
I was sitting in silence with a good friend
just thinking about how depressing its all gotten.
I don’t know what my next step will be.
Show was cool...only because of Flickerflame...
and getting to see some people I really missed
but wasnt really close enough to miss.
...But I did anyway...
Then you'll know just what i am
subtle demise the legitimate cry
the scare that triggers your fear
come know me in a different light now
What a stupid entry.
The images of slitting wrists
and bloody bathroom floors are
entirely ninth grade.
I am lonely but not in that sense (meaning: NOT boys)
Everything I was based on
is starting to leave or just crumble away.
My favorite people: gone.
All have moved on to bigger and better people
Some I feel completely detached from,
or that they are trying to rub things in my face.
Some have to leave me because of loss of jobs.
I was sitting in silence with a good friend
just thinking about how depressing its all gotten.
I don’t know what my next step will be.
Show was cool...only because of Flickerflame...
and getting to see some people I really missed
but wasnt really close enough to miss.
...But I did anyway...
Then you'll know just what i am
subtle demise the legitimate cry
the scare that triggers your fear
come know me in a different light now
What a stupid entry.