Love

[junesbeenjuly]

I never thought there could be many things that could happen to me to crush me. I mean, the feeling that's like you have nothing left, you don't know what to do with yourself. Well yesterday was one of those days. I have no one to blame but myself. The way I'm looking at it is what doesn't kill me, or what comes close to killing me will only make me stronger. Someone once told me something is only a mistake if you choose not to correct it. I understand that I have some flaws... fuck everyone has flaws... But the thing is I have just learned you have to realize your flaws and learn from them, correct them. If you don't you could be rudely awakened as I have. Friends are love, and without them I am nothing. On my myspace I say something like I look at myself as a long process not of percision or perfection but of failure and defeat... Something happened yesterday I have to work through, and I am going to fix this. I am glad this has come to my attention... but crushed for the fact that I hurt someone very dear to me. You know who you are. Know that I am sincerely going to try and fix this. Or scratch that I AM going to fix this. This is just a bump in the road.... its not a dead end.

Fuck staying true to yourself. Stay true to others, the ones you love, the ones that make you, you.

Peace