Second update...Life

[junes_worker]

As you can no doubt guess from my alternative choice of Gilbert icons, my life is going a hell of a lot worse than my work is. I'm slipping again, and I know that. But I can't help it. I don't even have an appetite anymore, and anything I do ingest just wants to work its way back up. I want to scream, I want to cry, I want to break everything I

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[1st_loser]

(F**k you lj for ruining my comment! DX). I'm sorry, I'll have to make this short:

I'm certain that your friends thinks that you're support is great. We are all different people, and so the way we help others are different, but equally great. And don't hold back on your feelings. Making people trust you is great, but it's just as important to show others that you trust them, and no one will think that you're a burden, I promise you.

For your own sake, I think it's best if you try to ignore her, and let go of your hatred. I'm sure it will be extremly hard, but do it for your own sake. Hatred can ruin anyine. I know, having hated both my self, the people who bullied me, but now when I've learned to forgive them and myself, I feel a bit stronger.

About your home...I'm so sad you feel like that. If you feel you can't stay, that you can't get along, then maybe you should look for some other place? I always recommend people to try living alone, if they can, because that way you have time to think about yourself more, plus you can do whatever you want with your home. I'm the type of person who can't stand living with people, even if I like them. I prefer my solitude ^-^;.

If you ever want advice on dealing with panic attacks, please send me a pm, and I will do my best! I've suffered from it for several years, so I may be of some help.

I'm sorry if my english is bad, I haven't written as much as I used to... and you know where to find me if you want to talk more ^-^.
Plase take care, hun.

Hugs.

[junes_worker]

Thank you so much for your support hun. And I'd like to let you know that I am feeling better. I talked things out with my roommate, I took the time to breathe, and I'm letting go of a lot of the frustration and hatred that lead to this outburst. I just really needed to put it down. I needed to get it out of my system. But I really really appreciate your kind words and support.

We are looking for other places to live though. Both my roommate and I figure it would do us some good to at least be looking for alternate housing choices. So yes. I'll keep you posted on how that goes.

Again, I just want to thank you, and I know I can always count on you. And I really am feeling better. I've calmed down substantially.

[1st_loser]

I had a longer post that was more well written, but lj ruined it for me T.T... but I hope my comment wasn't to bad. In any case, I'm very glad you're feeling better!

That's good (maybe you should tell her to not tell her mom so she won't come and visist, lol XD). Please do ^-^.

No need to thank me <3. Thank you for trusting me!