Public pissed off post..
You know, for years I've tried to understand myself. I feel like I'm a nice enough person. I don't hate people and I don't wish anything bad for anyone, even when I feel that they've wronged me in one way or another. So WHY is it that I am usually the bad guy? Why is it that people really hate me and "hope they don't run into me" either IRL or on the internet? Am I that hideous of a person?
I've been wondering how someone was doing. I still think of him from time to time and I genuinely hope he's doing well. Noticed a page on a website and said, "Hmm, I could check it out to see how he's doing without actual interaction that might be unwanted." Big fucking mistake. Again, I'm the monster. A big, terrible waste of space and oxygen.
Listen, I'm sorry you don't want to "run into me," but I don't plan on going anywhere. Stop letting things bother you. LET IT GO. I'm not some stalker that posts to shove myself in your face. I don't care if you think of me or not. I honestly couldn't care any less. But I will say that it hurt to read that.
Well, I guess I won't worry how things are going anymore. Obviously nothing's changed. You're still the innocent victim.
I feel better now.
I've been wondering how someone was doing. I still think of him from time to time and I genuinely hope he's doing well. Noticed a page on a website and said, "Hmm, I could check it out to see how he's doing without actual interaction that might be unwanted." Big fucking mistake. Again, I'm the monster. A big, terrible waste of space and oxygen.
Listen, I'm sorry you don't want to "run into me," but I don't plan on going anywhere. Stop letting things bother you. LET IT GO. I'm not some stalker that posts to shove myself in your face. I don't care if you think of me or not. I honestly couldn't care any less. But I will say that it hurt to read that.
Well, I guess I won't worry how things are going anymore. Obviously nothing's changed. You're still the innocent victim.
I feel better now.