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y'know ever since i realized i wanted to be a lawyer, i've second-guessed myself.. i knew my parents would be skeptical b/c they don't trust lawyers.. i knew a lot of people would look at my gpa and say.. well that's funny but you can't get into any higher ed. institution w/ that piece of shit gpa.. but the honest to goodness truth is that i think i can. if i can do well enough on the lsat .. which requires a lot more effort than i've been putting in right now.. i could do it.. and with a fierce personal statement and some nice recommendations, like i'm sure the one from jeff mann is, i think i can..
so why do i have so much lingering doubt when it all works out so perfectly in my mind? i guess it's just going to have to wait until i get those responses, accepted or denied.. for me to grasp it. my mom said, 'yeah but you were so nervous you weren't going to get into virginia tech..' and i said.. 'yeah, but my stats were so much better than the average for the previous class.. i didn't KNOW it, but i was going in with an excellent shot at acceptance.. now i'm not so naive, i've done the research and i knowww it's gonna be really hard to get in..'
so i have to officially dedicate my life to the lsat.. it's not too long until october 1st, but it's going to be crazy. i'm working almost full-time at blockbuster (fun), but i have no other commitments and i really need to be spending every spare moment studying and doing practice questions. it just sucks b/c those questions are hard as helllll..
alright.. enough about the lsats..
i'm also feeling really needy - as in it's that time of the year again when i go on a hunt to find a mate.. that sounds so.. primal -- but it's for real, it's always right around this time of the year when i start dating someone new.. so .. hellooooooo out theeeeere.. :) hot lesbians with great personalities need to apply.. no boys, no drama queens, and no girly-girls.. sorry people, but after all this time, i'm just picky..
so why do i have so much lingering doubt when it all works out so perfectly in my mind? i guess it's just going to have to wait until i get those responses, accepted or denied.. for me to grasp it. my mom said, 'yeah but you were so nervous you weren't going to get into virginia tech..' and i said.. 'yeah, but my stats were so much better than the average for the previous class.. i didn't KNOW it, but i was going in with an excellent shot at acceptance.. now i'm not so naive, i've done the research and i knowww it's gonna be really hard to get in..'
so i have to officially dedicate my life to the lsat.. it's not too long until october 1st, but it's going to be crazy. i'm working almost full-time at blockbuster (fun), but i have no other commitments and i really need to be spending every spare moment studying and doing practice questions. it just sucks b/c those questions are hard as helllll..
alright.. enough about the lsats..
i'm also feeling really needy - as in it's that time of the year again when i go on a hunt to find a mate.. that sounds so.. primal -- but it's for real, it's always right around this time of the year when i start dating someone new.. so .. hellooooooo out theeeeere.. :) hot lesbians with great personalities need to apply.. no boys, no drama queens, and no girly-girls.. sorry people, but after all this time, i'm just picky..