Kind of a response to otis and jeremy
"It is not a garment I cast off this day, but a skin that I tear with my hands. Nor is it a thought I leave behind me, but a heart made sweet with hunger and with thirst. Yet i cannot tarry longer. The sea that calls all things unto her calls me, and i must embark. For to stay, though the hours burn in the night, is to freeze and crystallize and be bound in a mould."
- Kahlil Gibran
he's so awesome.
I don't see the sorrow in all the changes we've had.
i specifically remember writing to anthony about how all that tension was a catalyst for our relationship, and how my unrequitted crush for him was the catalyst to us having a friendship outside of kenny.
With all the recent nostalgia trips i can even see the exactly path how that fight we had back in october( i think)eventually lead to me calling James "chase" two nights ago( which is pretty trippy). The good and the bad are not mutually exclusive, and nothing is a coincidence. All the changes were so nessacary, and lead to new experiences and emotions.
Even with the things i will miss so whole heartedly and that have only had a positive impact on me( like seeing mistermartin and kenny), there has to be something positive and necessary in all that change.
basically, life's really crazy and bitchin'