if you care, read! if you dont, please...dont!
okay last night, campout bonfire on the beach (but for me, until 2 in the morning), tin flavored popcorn, friends, warm fire//cold wind->happy happy happy, sleepover with both joy(as in my dear friend) and joy(as in the feeling!), it was so ace, i love my friends, GOSH!
AND! AND!! I GOT As ON MY FIRST TWO COLLEGE PAPERS EVER. THEY TOOK SO LONG. I THOUGHT I DID IT ALL WRONG! I NEVER GET THESE GRADES! EVER! I NEVER TRY. I CANT BELIEVE IM ACTUALLY ABLE TO GET GOOD GRADES. I MEAN YEA ITS LIKE "if i dont try...and i get a bad grade...its o.k. because i didnt try, and thats the only reason why i got those grades..." IS MORE COMFORTABLE AS OPPOSED TO "i tried...and...failed...im worthless" AND IM ALWAYS NEVER WANTING TO TRY BECAUSE IM AFRAID THAT EVEN IF I TRY ILL STILL SUCK REALLY HARD. I CANT BELIEVE THIS. BUT YOU KNOW WHAT, IM GLAD I ALWAYS GET JUST MEDIOCRE GRADES SO I CAN FEEL THIS AWESOME WHEN I SEE I CAN GET THESE GRADES INSTEAD. I CAN DECIDE NOT TO FAIL AT MY LIFE IF I WANT!
and...and! i have such fun ideas for land, escape! get ready you guys! get ready! show sometime in january! this is going to be good! I AM SO STOKED! THIS IS SERIOUS, CRUCIAL, TUBULAR, WHATEVER! THIS IS SO FUN. IM GETTING MY SYNTHESIZER SO MUCH SOONER THAN EXPECTED, IT IS SO NICE, I JUST HAVE TO DECIDE WHICH ONE, IM SO EXCITED, I CANT WAIT, IM GOING TO HAVE SO MUCH FUN WITH IT BORROWING AND USING JAYS KEYBOARD IS REALLY COOL AND SO NICE OF HIM AND ALL BUT I CANT BELIEVE IM FINALLY GETTING THIS SYNTH! GEEEEEEEEEEEZ!
I DONT WANT TO GO TO SLEEP BECAUSE IM AFRAID I WONT FEEL SO HAPPY IN THE MORNING BUT ITS OKAY! ITS OKAY! ITS GOOD!
i was so sad allll today because taylor totally harshed on me, but its okay now! kitty cats are FUN!
sorry im so freaking you guys!! CAPS LOCK AND ALL! im just way happier than im used to :)
AND! AND!! I GOT As ON MY FIRST TWO COLLEGE PAPERS EVER. THEY TOOK SO LONG. I THOUGHT I DID IT ALL WRONG! I NEVER GET THESE GRADES! EVER! I NEVER TRY. I CANT BELIEVE IM ACTUALLY ABLE TO GET GOOD GRADES. I MEAN YEA ITS LIKE "if i dont try...and i get a bad grade...its o.k. because i didnt try, and thats the only reason why i got those grades..." IS MORE COMFORTABLE AS OPPOSED TO "i tried...and...failed...im worthless" AND IM ALWAYS NEVER WANTING TO TRY BECAUSE IM AFRAID THAT EVEN IF I TRY ILL STILL SUCK REALLY HARD. I CANT BELIEVE THIS. BUT YOU KNOW WHAT, IM GLAD I ALWAYS GET JUST MEDIOCRE GRADES SO I CAN FEEL THIS AWESOME WHEN I SEE I CAN GET THESE GRADES INSTEAD. I CAN DECIDE NOT TO FAIL AT MY LIFE IF I WANT!
and...and! i have such fun ideas for land, escape! get ready you guys! get ready! show sometime in january! this is going to be good! I AM SO STOKED! THIS IS SERIOUS, CRUCIAL, TUBULAR, WHATEVER! THIS IS SO FUN. IM GETTING MY SYNTHESIZER SO MUCH SOONER THAN EXPECTED, IT IS SO NICE, I JUST HAVE TO DECIDE WHICH ONE, IM SO EXCITED, I CANT WAIT, IM GOING TO HAVE SO MUCH FUN WITH IT BORROWING AND USING JAYS KEYBOARD IS REALLY COOL AND SO NICE OF HIM AND ALL BUT I CANT BELIEVE IM FINALLY GETTING THIS SYNTH! GEEEEEEEEEEEZ!
I DONT WANT TO GO TO SLEEP BECAUSE IM AFRAID I WONT FEEL SO HAPPY IN THE MORNING BUT ITS OKAY! ITS OKAY! ITS GOOD!
i was so sad allll today because taylor totally harshed on me, but its okay now! kitty cats are FUN!
sorry im so freaking you guys!! CAPS LOCK AND ALL! im just way happier than im used to :)