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so i was reading Sarah's lj, she truly can be a bitch... let me tell you somethign about the past.. Evan was a kid we both went out with and both dumped like 4 times. I went out with Josh and finally a billion years ago she got together with Evan. That was cool, then Evan started being an ass to me bc of Sarah. She didnt realize it but he TRULY doid like m,e, maybe not as a gf but up until i started gettign really close with Josh he was still my best friend. Even after that when we all hung oput with Adam and Kait and stuff he still liked me as a friend. Well it seems as though Sarahs insecurities came shining through ocne she got together with Evan. We all stopped hanging out as a foursome and jsut did things individualy. well things ended abruptly for Sarah and Evan, and i put up with her shit for so long, always trying to comfort her and being there for her. It was not Evan, it was truly Sarah and her insecurities. She may not want to admit it, but it was. So I found old pictures from camp, B-M's and stuff. Well Evan had his arm aroudn me in a picture and he had an arm around Becky in another so i didnt think it was anyone elses bussiness about what i put in MY scrapbook, but Sarah got jealous and made this comment...
Then Toni really pissed me off by putting pictures of Evan in ur little scrapbook thing. What the fuck is with her? The kid has always hated her fucking guts, do you put pictures of someone who seriously can't stand you in ur personal scrapbook? Seriously, she doesn't even fucking want to KNOW what kinds of things the kid has said about her, he thinks she's the grossest most annoying creature on the planet. I don't know why she would put pictures of him in there....seriously what does she get out of it? She must know its a sensitive subject for me, and she hopefully gets it by now that he hates her and always has but really, is she trying to somehow hurt/piss me off? Because Evan has always said that she was always like flirting with him and trying to get him to like her, and I always was just like no, but yeah she keeps trying to make it seem like he liked her, or she was important to him. There was that whole thing about after he first left, telling me shit like how he must have a girlfriend, he was all over her at the bar mitzvahs. Are you even serious? Who would tell something like that to their best friend, seriously. And you know what, I'm so like sick of it. I know I have to like talk to her about this stuff, because Josh is like, "yeah if you don't tell her to stop this shit, she's just gonna keep doing it, I know from experience." Maybe she's reading this now, maybe get rthe message but I doubt it. because I know if I try to talk to her, it will not do a fucking thing. How many fucking times have I told her to stop messing around in me and Evan stuff, and how many times has she never listened?
okay so, seriously... what a bitch, she has the story all wrong... if she fuckign does not like my scrapbook, then she doesnt have to look at it, but I was a part of Evan's like and he was a part of mine.. so yeah she needs to learn to get her facts straight. He may have had made fun of me but it was only bc of her insecurities and to make her feel better.