Please Don’t Leave Me
PG / Fluff /Angst ; Jaebum / Wooyoung / Taekyeon
Summary: Jay is in some trouble and is leaving. Taekyeon and Wooyoung don’t know what they’re going to do without their leader.
WC: 775
PART 3 OUT OF 3
Part 1 Part 2 Taekyeon’s room was dark and silent, except for the glow of his laptop screen and the clicking of the keyboard. Jaebum walked silently in, Taekyeon didn’t turn to face him. Jaebum stopped and thought for a moment. ‘Do I really want to tell him this? How is he going to react? What if I ruin our friendship? I have to tell him. I’m leaving, he has to know.’
Jaebum took another step towards Taekyeon and was startled when he suddenly sat up to face him. “Good morning Jay.” Taekyeon’s face was distraught and tired, but his eyes were calm, like coming to an understanding but not wanting to. “Sit.” He patted the empty space next to him on the bed and shifted over a little to make more room. Jaebum made himself comfortable on the bed and let out a deep sigh.
“Taek, I have something I really want to tell you, but I just don’t know how to tell you. It’s something I wasn’t really sure of until recently, and I’m not sure if I actually want to tell you, but I feel like I should because I’m leaving.
But while we were training, something like this I would have never thought of, never wanted this. As time went on, Taek, you became an amazing friend, someone who was always by my side. That’s why I decided to tell you first about me leaving. I don’t know where things changed, but I saw you in a new light, with new meaning and at first I didn’t understand it because I didn’t want to, but now I think that I might, just maybe, want to accept it…
Taekyeon, I …”
“I love you Park Jaebum.” Taekyeon’s face was serious, serene, and… beautiful. His face was softer than earlier and his eyes were still calm, but in a different way; a way of finally knowing you’re not alone in something. Jaebum let a smile slip from his lips, and a tear roll down his cheek. “I always have Jaebum, and I always will.” Jaebum let silent tears roll down his face, but he wasn’t embarrassed or ashamed; he stared Taekyeon right in the eyes.
Taekyeon put his arm around Jaebum’s shoulders and pulled him in so that the elder could rest his head on Taekyeon’s shoulder. Jaebum let his head rest softly on Taekyeon’s shoulder allowing his lips to come in contact with Taekyeon’s bare neck. “I’m going to miss you, Taekyeon.” Jaebum whispered into the crook of Taekyeon’s neck.
“I don’t know if it’s too early or if it’s too weird, but uhm, Jaebum, can I kiss you?” Taekyeon’s eyes were focused on Jaebum, searching for the answer deep inside his eyes. Jaebum straightened up and placed a hand on Taekyeon’s cheek. The younger nuzzled into that warm hand on his face.
Slowly, Taekyeon closed the distance between the two. Moving closer, Taekyeon could see the trails that the tears left down Jaebum’s face by the light of the laptop. Jaebum didn’t let his eyes leave Taekyeon’s. Both of their eyes were staring down to a deeper point in each other, into their brains, into their souls.
Jaebum let his lips softly touch Taekyeon’s; feeling the supple comfort, feeling the slight movements, wanting to feel more. The two let their lips graze a couple more times, before Jaebum slipped his hand to the back of Taekyeon’s head and pulled his in for a deeper, more passionate kiss. Taekyeon was taken by surprise by Jaebum’s sudden urgency, but he didn’t protest. Jaebum slowly parted his lips and Taekyeon did the same. Taekyeon could taste the sweet air that was hidden deep inside Jaebum’s mouth. He let his tongue slip past his own lips to dance around the edge of Jaebum’s. When Taekyeon felt Jaebum’s own tongue graze against his, his heart fluttered.
Jaebum let his tongue swirl around Taekyeon’s taking in the sweet flavor of his mouth; the flavor of mangos. Jaebum’s head was spinning; he didn’t understand what was going on, what he led on to, how perfect this all was. He didn’t comprehend that things would go this well with Taekyeon.
It broke his heart that this would be the first and last intimate moment they would have in a very, very long time.
Jaebum let his mouth disconnected from Taekyeon’s and placed his forehead on the younger’s. With their lips still touching, Jaebum whispered, “Even though this is the first time we’ve kissed, Taek, I know I’m going to miss it the most. I love you Ok Taekyeon.” Taekyeon placed a sweet, and gentle kiss on the lips of his now crying leader.
A/N: Last one in this mini-series. I made this one a bit longer cause love is a deeper subject. /: I hope you guys like this one. (: