Killing and Reviving
NC-17 ; Donghae/Eunhyuk ; broken!Kibum/Donghae
WARNINGS: It went from cute, to heart break, to smutty. It's super long; hadn't intended it to go on that long. -.-
Summary: Donghae was in love with Kibum, but Kibum wasn't one to show emotions so Donghae was never sure how he really felt. Eunhyuk knew though. Kibum finally crossed the line, and Eunhyuk wanted to fix it.
A/N: This one's for
blue_starzz33. I'm sorry it took so long, but I wanted to make it right. And I'm sorry if it's not good enough. I feel like it was a little rushed.
Donghae and Eunhyuk are the best of friends. They can’t do anything without the other. For every little thing one had to do, they dragged the other along with them. Since they were always together, people thought that they were a couple. But actually, Donghae was with Kibum and had been for years. Donghae was madly in love with Kibum, but Kibum wasn’t really one to show emotions, which is why they kept their relationship so secret.
Kibum was the type of person who went out every night and left Donghae behind. For a few months, Donghae didn’t mind, he just stayed up all night with Eunhyuk. Recently, Kibum was coming back later and later and with the smell of sex around him. Donghae thought nothing of it at first; he could have just masturbated in the stairwell. One night, Kibum came home with the smell of another man’s cologne on him. Donghae became a little worried but pushed the worry out; he could have just been around other men.
Every night Kibum went out and every night Donghae spent his time with Eunhyuk. They would stay up and watch movies until Kibum would come home; Donghae would go back to him at that point. But since Kibum was staying out later, Donghae would fall asleep in Eunhyuk’s bed before he could come home. Donghae loved sleeping in Eunhyuk’s bed with him. It was so comfy and Eunhyuk’s body was so close and so warm. Donghae didn’t notice but Eunhyuk would move closer and closer to the younger boy as the nights went on.
One night, Kibum left around 7, which was odd because he usually left around 9 or 10. Again, Donghae paid no attention to the change in Kibum. He just spent his night with Eunhyuk. On the same night, Kibum didn’t come home. Donghae was sleeping so he didn’t notice, but Eunhyuk did. Eunhyuk climbed into bed next to Donghae around 3 in the morning. What Eunhyuk didn’t notice was that Donghae wasn’t sleeping, he was crying. Donghae was crying so hard and when Eunhyuk made his way into the bed, Donghae turned towards him and hid inside the older man’s chest. Eunhyuk was in shock and Donghae’s sudden movements didn’t register in his brain; he didn’t know what to do.
“Eunhyuk, he’s cheating. I love him but he’s cheating.” Donghae was crying uncontrollably. He was shaking, his breath was short and Eunhyuk could feel Donghae’s heart pounding against his chest.
“You don’t know that for sure. He could just be spending the night with a friend.” Eunhyuk already knew that what Donghae was saying was the truth, but he couldn’t stand to see his best friend so hurt. Eunhyuk’s heart was in pain for the younger boy crying in his arms. He wanted to make the pain go away. Eunhyuk couldn’t help but think that maybe he cared about Donghae more than a best friend should. Maybe Eunhyuk had fallen in love with the man he called his best friend.
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For a few weeks, Kibum was still going out every night and Donghae was till crying to Eunhyuk. Eunhyuk’s heart hurt everyday seeing how madly in love Donghae was with Kibum. It hurt him to see Kibum act like he loves Donghae until he went out for the night. Eunhyuk almost wanted to best Kibum down for doing such a hurtful thing to Donghae. Donghae had a pure heart, and Kibum was killing it.
Just as Eunhyuk thought that Kibum couldn’t do anymore to hurt Donghae, Kibum found something that would almost kill the older boy.
Donghae was asleep in Eunhyuk’s bed when he heard Kibum come in the door. He was going to wake Donghae so he could go back to his shared room with his boyfriend, but Eunhyuk heard another man’s voice flowing through the house. It could be a burglar, Eunhyuk thought to himself, but he heard Kibum’s laugh floating his way. Eunhyuk threw himself off the bed and was making his way to Kibum’s room when he heard Donghae wake.
“Kibum’s home! ~” Donghae moved off the bed and out the door, Eunhyuk froze in his tracks. He couldn’t bring himself to watch his best friend walk in on Kibum cheating on him.
“Donghae, come back!” Kibum was yelling to Donghae, but Donghae was already running back to Eunhyuk’s room. Donghae slammed the door, locked it, and tackled Eunhyuk into his own bed.
“I hate him! Kibum’s such a jerk! I can’t stand him! How could he do this to me? I love his so much.” Donghae was screaming and crying. “Eunhyuk, fix this. Please.” Donghae looked up at the older man and Eunhyuk kissed his forehead. Donghae leaned towards the lips pressed to his forehead and cried himself to sleep. Eunhyuk couldn’t sleep. His heart was killing him, and to make things worse, he could hear Kibum fucking whoever he brought home.
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The next day, Donghae wouldn’t leave Eunhyuk’s bed. Kibum just went about with his day as if the other two weren’t there. Eunhyuk couldn’t believe he cared so little about Donghae; he didn’t even bother to check up on his former boyfriend of almost three years. Eunhyuk hated Kibum’s sight. He was an asshole. He had no heart. How could he hurt such a pure soul? No wonder he was the most useless member in Super Junior. Kibum left to go film his drama. Like he can actually act, Eunhyuk thought to himself. It was only 11 in the morning. Eunhyuk thought of a great way to get Donghae out of bed, and into his heart.
“I’m going out Donghae! I’ll be back at 3!” Eunhyuk didn’t wait for a reply, he just ran out the door.
Donghae heard Eunhyuk and tried to climb out of bed before he took off but he was too late. Donghae watched as Eunhyuk ran down the hall and out towards the street. They’re all leaving me, Donghae thought and slinked back to Eunhyuk’s bed.
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Eunhyuk’s arms wrapped around Donghae’s waist. Donghae found himself pushing back towards the older man. Eunhyuk whispered ‘I love you’ and then attached his mouth to Donghae’s neck. Donghae whimpered at the pleasure of Eunhyuk’s mouth. Donghae turned to face the older man. As he turned, he crashed his lips to Eunhyuk’s for a passionate kiss. Eunhyuk opened his mouth to let Donghae’s tongue explore him mouth. They were locked in a heated kiss until Donghae broke away to move lower on Eunhyuk. He kissed down the elder’s chest. He licked around Eunhyuk’s pajama pant line. Donghae grabbed the pajamas and pulled them down…
Donghae lurched forward in Eunhyuk’s bed. “Fuck!” Donghae whispered. He looked over at the clock; it was already 2. Donghae rolled over on his stomach and realized he had a major hard on. Why did he have such a sexual dream about Eunhyuk? He’s had dreams where he kissed Eunhyuk, but it never got a sexual as this one. Could Donghae want Eunhyuk? He must have, his dick was answering that question. Donghae crawled out of bed and into the shower so he could relieve his growing erection.
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Eunhyuk was glad that when he came home Donghae was in the shower. Donghae loved to take long showers, so he could possibly be in there for a while. He brought in all the bags he had bought. Eunhyuk had to have bought at least 10 giant bags full of stuff. He pulled the kitchen table out towards the living room and started putting the bags on the table. A few of the bags were Donghae’s favorite foods. He must have gone somewhere to cook this food; no way it was store bought. The rest of the bags were either decorations or presents for Donghae. Eunhyuk felt proud of the things he did for Donghae. He finally realized that he truly loved Donghae and wanted to be with him.
Just as Eunhyuk was trying to figure out exactly what he was going to say to Donghae, he walked out of the bathroom. Eunhyuk’s heart stopped and everything he wanted to say flew out the window. Just looking at that gorgeous, younger boy made him want to run up to him and kiss him.
“Eunhyuk, what’s all this?” Donghae ruffled his hair with his towel and turned his head to the side. “Eunhyuk?” Eunhyuk was frozen. “Eunhyukie?” Eunhyuk’s breath hitched. He loved when Donghae called him that.
“I wanted to do this for you. You’re hurt. I wanted to fix this. I want to fix your broken heart.” Donghae was walking up to Eunhyuk as he was talking and stood only inches away. Donghae grabbed Eunhyuk’s hands and intertwined his fingers with Eunhyuk’s.
“I’ve been waiting all day for you to come home so you could come and cuddle with me,” Donghae leaned forward, put Eunhyuk’s hands around his waist, and whispered in his ear, “but now I don’t think I just want to cuddle. I want to show you how much I care about you.” Donghae started to lead Eunhyuk to their now shared bedroom.
Donghae pushed Eunhyuk into the room and locked the door behind them. Eunhyuk was in shock at the sudden change in Donghae’s character. When I left he was crying. What changed? Eunhyuk was trying to get his mind straight when Donghae started a strip tease. His back was to Eunhyuk and Donghae was stripping his shirt off very slowly as he swung his hips seductively. This tension was driving Eunhyuk crazy. He wanted Donghae; he wanted Donghae inside of him. Donghae was doing a little dance as he was taking off his pants. To Eunhyuk’s displeasure, Donghae still had the towel from his shower. Donghae wrapped it around his waist and made his way over to Eunhyuk. Eunhyuk’s pants were getting deadly tight.
“I put on a show for you. I want you to put on a show for me.” Donghae licked the shell of Eunhyuk’s ear. Eunhyuk’s entire body trembled from the moist muscle on him. Donghae pulled him off the bed and plopped himself down where Eunhyuk once was.
“Uh, I don’t know what I’m supposed to do.” Eunhyuk whispered to himself. He felt awkward. He’s never seen Donghae act like this. It was so hot, but he didn’t want to disappoint Donghae. He started doing his dance for the Sexy Back performance, but as he was dancing, he stripped off all of his clothes. He made sure he was naked before he did his pelvic thrusting. He heard Donghae moan and he looked over to the younger boy for the first time since he started dancing. Donghae was leaning against the headboard, stroking his dick so slowly. Eunhyuk’s dick twitched. He couldn’t take all this teasing anymore. He charged towards Donghae and laid himself in between his legs. Eunhyuk swatted Donghae’s hand away and engulfed Donghae’s entire length in his mouth, some of which went down his throat. Donghae fought back the urge to fuck Eunhyuk’s mouth; he didn’t want to hurt him. Eunhyuk moved his head up and down so solely, licking as he went. Donghae couldn’t fight the urge anymore. He needed to fuck. His dick was so hard; Eunhyuk’s licking wasn’t helping at all.
Donghae flipped their position and licked his was up Eunhyuk’s dick starting at his balls. Eunhyuk shivered and placed a hand on Donghae’s head. Donghae worked his way up the shaft licking, sucking, and even nibbling. Eunhyuk felt like he was going to burst at any moment. Donghae made his way up to Eunhyuk’s mouth, sucking and leaving wet trails along the elder’s chest. Donghae kissed Eunhyuk’s mouth one more time before running off to Kibum’s room in search of lube. They used to always have sex so there wasn’t too much left.
“I’m sorry.” Donghae shook the bottle so Eunhyuk could realize how much was left.
“It doesn’t matter. I just want you inside of me. I couldn’t care less about how much pain it will be. I love you, Donghae, and I want to show you that love.” Donghae froze for a second at the word ‘love’ but he suddenly grabbed a hold of Eunhyuk’s legs and pulled him to the edge of the bed. Donghae forcefully inserted two lubed fingers into Eunhyuk’s tight entrance. Eunhyuk screamed at the sudden intrusion, but soon became accustomed to it and moved so that more of Donghae’s fingers would be inside of him. Donghae began to scissor him and Donghae was searching for that one spot he knew would have Eunhyuk screaming his name. Eunhyuk was rocking back and forth on Donghae’s finger, looking for more.
“Donghae… please… just... fuck my brains out. PLEASE! ~” Eunhyuk was searching for more of Donghae’s finger to fill him. Donghae wanted to please the man in front of him. Donghae was so hurt because of Kibum and Eunhyuk was the only one who could ever make Donghae feel any better. Donghae needed Eunhyuk, just as Eunhyuk needed him.
Donghae licked up Eunhyuk’s dick one more time and quickly removed his fingers with his pulsing, hard dick. Eunhyuk groaned at the pain of the sudden stretching, but moaned at the amazing pleasure of being filled. Both Eunhyuk and Donghae have never felt such pleasure in their lives. Eunhyuk had never been fucked, so this was so new to him and his nerves were going crazy. Every little move Donghae made he could feel inside of him, it amazed him that Donghae and him were in this situation. Eunhyuk stopped thinking when Donghae hit his prostate.
“DONGHAE! ~” Donghae had never heard Kibum scream his name like that. Every time he and Kibum were in this type of situation, it just felt like they were fucking and not making love like he and Eunhyuk were doing at this very moment. Me and Eunhyuk are actually making love, not just fucking. Could I actually love Eunhyuk more than I loved Kibum? Donghae thought to himself while still thrusting into Eunhyuk. At his thought of loving Eunhyuk, Donghae thrusted harder than he had and he received a pleasant moan from Eunhyuk. Eunhyuk’s hand flew down to his hard dick. He needed a form of release. The pleasure was going to send him off of a cliff. Donghae saw Eunhyuk reach for his own dick and Donghae quickly placed his hand over Eunhyuk’s and began to help him pump it in rhythm with his thrusts.
“I’m… close, Donghae. Please finish with me.” Eunhyuk whispered in to Donghae ear. The warm breath on his neck sent him wild and caused him to thrust into the older man hard than he has ever done in his life.
Donghae looked down to the older man whose face was contorted because of pleasure. Donghae’s thrusts had become erratic and all over the place, but because of his crazy thrusting, Donghae hit Eunhyuk prostate causing him to cum all over his hand and the elder’s chest. Eunhyuk let his eyes droop as Donghae came inside of him. Donghae had never felt so exhausted after fucking Kibum. Maybe it’s because I actually love Eunhyuk, Donghae thought and felt like he should share his thoughts with the older boy pulling him into his arms so that they could rest for a little.
“Eunhyuk, I realized, after all this time, you were the one that was always there for me. Not Kibum and not anyone else; you and only you. I realized that…well, that I love you, Eunhyuk.” Eunhyuk face lit up in the biggest smile Donghae has ever seen. Eunhyuk kissed the younger’s lips and pulled him closer.
“Kibum killed you heart. I’m glad I was able to revive it.”