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Today I'm hoping will be much better than yesterday...Amy and I did have an interesting little exchange though last night over Peter...haha, twas pretty funny..anyways...yesterday was a complete bummer...besides the fact that I fixed macaroni for dinner..o.0 oh wow, so exciting..but the article was pretty sweet, its in the SB tribune and not the Chicago..lol...Jessi we have copy for you..ok, then I went to bed..I love my dreams sometimes...or that I remember them...its so funny...I still like the Coloma dream..even if I do get immensly beat up in the dream...its so weird though, that I can tell them back to people without forgetting my dreams, last night it was about winning state in softball then being allowed to go on a road trip with Em and Lis...it was extremely interesting when randomly Andrew proposed to me..o.0 I really don't want to feel anything for anyone at the moment but I think its unavoidable in the back of my mind with him...again, I tell you Affection can capture people extremely quickly...its so scary...eep..I'm already in for a bad name for liking Bobbers at one point, not very many people like the guys in our class besides Matt, and no one like likes Matt for various reasons...so yeah..its unavoidable unless I suddenly "fall in love" with Justin M. and even then I think it wouldn't work out...but who cares what people think? I always tell it to people straight that I don't like that they talk about Bobby and other people behind their backs in a mean way..I'm sure they do it about me...but seriously, they can say whatever they want...it doesn't phase me that they talk about me...I know I'm a bit out of their orbit..but its ok, I've got friends who accept me for who I am! anyways..I'm gonna go to the voice of my mom talking about "Our toaster is messing up again.." I'm not sure if I'll be on today because I might be going out with friends, hopefully...and then I have evening service where I get to hang out with Linz..love yall much!
-Beam
-Beam