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im dead to myself. ive lost the girl. ive lost the best friend. i have friends i dont even concider real friends. i have no one. and nothing. if i could take back time i would go back to the summer. i would know the mistake as soon as i saw it. i would never break up with ashley kemp. i ruined to big of a thing. she was some one i actuelly cared about. now shes gone. and ashley ray.i was an ass. now ill be just like gary to her. and she'll be just like ashley kemp, always think of me of how i was one night. im not the guy i was a month ago. im not the guy i was a week ago. im not the guy i was 2 nights ago. im done with all of u. u make me sick. like somthing trying to kill me. i wont dye so u can just stop and leave me alone. if theres one thing i could have in this world it would be those 2 girls. and now there bolth gone. and i cant do anythign about it.....kemp will never forgive me. ashley will always think im a dick. fuck everyone else. idc. im gunna try and get famous and leave u all behind...unless ashley ray jumps on the tour bus. right. fuck this im gone
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