Jan 26, 2005 10:37
I wish that I were a little more festive today. I wanted to know from myself why I was irratated ysterday. I think it was partially because of my dad, but I think it was myself! I keep wondering if I am just an asshole or an almost decent human being! Even if the conclusion is something I want to hear, the question is will I believe it?
Well out of the angry mood! I get to see people today!! OH OH! I also got to see Kyle yesterday! He just came to my house out of the blue, HELLA COOL, I love it when shit like that happens. Anywho, we just hung out at Starbucks for like two hours! It felt real good to hang out with Kyle again, I miss him alot! So yeah today I hope my SOLDIER JEREMY shows up today!! I really really really REALLY want to see him!!!! Anyways I am also getting my pics from New Years today and Jeremys birthday. OMG why cant I stop thinking about him. . . . I LOVE IT!!! Well yeah after about an hour I will be headed to Frankys, and for the first time, without Sherry. I think somethings wrong, but at the same time I know nothings wrong.
On another note theres this weekend, and I hope regardless of what happens its fun, for everyone! I think some of us need a good time that we can either remember the next day or not have a headache. There is supposedly a camping trip this weekend but I am not sure! But I am sure of one thing! I LOVE YOU JEREMY!!! LOTS!!
Naughty Scotty