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So yeah..(god why do all of my posts start out "soo yeah..." I sound like Imma bust out with "yeeaa Im gonna need you to go ahead and come in on saaaturrday...yeeaa.")
I felt a lot better today than I did last night, but now I just feel like I messed something up. I dont know if Im any more or less confused right now? Its strange, I dont know how to put it into words really..imagine that. I really just wanted to get all these things out, whether they were obvious (or even appropriate) or not. and in a really awkward way, I feel a bit releived. But when I actually stop and let my mind rest on it, Igetscared. Like the front porch light doesnt work. This is all just shit, Im such an emotional masochist.
So yeah. I talked to christa a lot tonight. shes so just...cutefunnytalknigger. lol?
So its 4:15 Im about to just say fuck it and goodnight. Insomnia isnt a fun situation.
I felt a lot better today than I did last night, but now I just feel like I messed something up. I dont know if Im any more or less confused right now? Its strange, I dont know how to put it into words really..imagine that. I really just wanted to get all these things out, whether they were obvious (or even appropriate) or not. and in a really awkward way, I feel a bit releived. But when I actually stop and let my mind rest on it, Igetscared. Like the front porch light doesnt work. This is all just shit, Im such an emotional masochist.
So yeah. I talked to christa a lot tonight. shes so just...cutefunnytalknigger. lol?
So its 4:15 Im about to just say fuck it and goodnight. Insomnia isnt a fun situation.