why cant i live in amsterdam.

[jumpthefence]

so Im sitting around here waiting for aj to get back from smokin his blunt. yuck. I hate blunts. Imma joint gal myself. or just a damn bubbler. Whatever. not important. So I miss being in school taking this summer off was a good idea, but now I need social interaction or I might just perish. It could happen...a girl like me needs waterin once in awhile. showerofattention. yeah like that. So I havent talked to Jonathan in a bit. But I was looking forward to seeing him a little when I thought I was going home. lol I still am. Im just having to wait till we are all ready. And I might still be stopping out there sunday? I really wanna stay the night out on the beach. but maybe not. Anyhow...I really need to get a job. come back to this fucking online date. aj. sheesh.

you know i love a voice that quakes with "loose cannoni-ness." I do. lol. gordon from the violent femmes...or the modest mouse guy...yeah.